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2006-01-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

TOday ish sunday. a cold & windy sunday.
woke up @ 9 plus by a call from my darling mama.
den nat sms me. lol. cos im suppose to meet her @ 9.
haha. den quickly bath eat den go find her. =D
den went white sand 2 buy her stuff den eat den go hm.
den meet my mama. den we 2 nth to do take bus go here & there.

i realise i got emotional problem.
donno wad's wrong with me nowdays.
can cry easily
laugh easily
weird sia. i can cry anytime anywhere.
v emotional. sigh!
pls 4give me if im angry with u guys.
cos either i jealous or donno leh.

hai. i found my mouth got no good things will come out.
only bad things. sigh
sorry mama dun angry.

2006-01-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

wee! tis e 1st time i blog my dairy in 2006. haha.
nowdays never blog cos. its is because. cause.
i feel bored. and sian. tt's why nvr blog haha.
okay in short & simple. cos i need to make a call.

past few days in sch. start schooling le. sian.
but haha. after sch go and walk. lol. till 8 plus go hm.
do hw, study and sleep. cool ar.
today more guai. after sch go hm. cos no one pei me.
sigh!! lol. ya tt's all ok end here. bye

2005-12-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

im so stress. im totally stress up.
tout being an senior fa will be a relax job.
but im stressed up. see other class has done.
their flat & id. but mine class nt even flat.
i seriously donno how to do.

sorry to stress u! i really dun mean it.
i donno.
its like. im v stress. den cant see u 4 fews day
i feel v. v. v. sad. sad till i cant explain.
im thinking hw am i going to survive.
its like i keep thinkin of u.
and i can concentrate on wad am doing at all.
how i wish see u 24 hrs.
but tt impossible.
God wad shld i do.??
sad.. sob.. =(

2005-12-25T18:20:00.000+08:00

Santa Clause ish coming to town.
Hee. guess what? ish Christmas once again.
lol. e date which Jesus was born for 2005 yrs ago.
yeah!! haha. and from today onwards. xmas got another meaning.
wooh!! haha. James has jus baptize. cool ar.
yeah!!

today, went to my friend church.
see their xmas service & baptism.
haha. so different from mine tt time.
when i baptize, i was baptize in sea water.
and ish so fun. but nw so modern in church.
haha. thanks for e ride, uncle. lolx.
found that e family ish such a cheerful & fun family.

seriously im happy for my fren.
for his fmaily. for everything.
thank God for giving me such a nice fren.
no matter what, u'll 4ever my wonderful fren.
and i'll nvr forgets u. =)

hai. i felt so crazy nw. tian ah!!
hai. i felt so angry too. sorry.
i keep scolding ppl haix.
why my attitude like tis. mus change.
Lord pls help me.
donno why i love huggin the sleepin bag.
haix. cant leave e sleeping bag.

donno why i get jealous so easily.
like e person but still match make e person with other person.
hai. i veri confused. i really donno what to do.
Lord pls provide me a way.
i seriously donno what to do nw.
its seem like it will nvr be mine.
hai. dun understand.
i miss u i like u. bt u won understand.
as someone else is more impt to u.
haix. =(

2005-12-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

long time nvr blog le. hee. =) cos wen i reach home after work is 12am plus den v tired le. haha. why i reach home so late. ask OCBC de papa. haha. cos something important lo. lolx. nonsenese. haha =)

yea, today free to blog cos. im told to come online. but e person donno go where. den nw v bored so blog. cool ar. haha. yea, darling dun sad k? u & ur family will be okay.. God will take good care of u all de.. =)

today work from 1 to 5pm.. so tired.. i like rushin here and there.. haha.. i morning around 8am meet nic & bryan to discuss e camp thing. den 10plus rush home change. den 11plus meet my fren fren to work. den we walk in tm/cs from 12 to 1. den we went work. haha sick pig. take care wor. yea. den end at 5pm. den go hm change take smth come out again. rush to cs. den talk with my fren de fren. den c guitar play acarade den makan. haha. mucakx. lol. den my fren went to find their friend den i watch e fair concert alone. their singing nice sia. haha. den donno y i so blur. i didnt take bus from interchange instead i took from e one near tampines sec. haha weird ar. =)

tmr will be a bz day. sigh! hope can see u.. lol

haha u'll be okay by tmr..!!

2005-12-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

wooh~ wad a fun & interesting & weird day. haha. i had been out for 12hrs. siao liao. haha. actually first place wanted to go school. in e end no need so went shopping. or izzit walking. haha. donno leh. haha.

ok. today ish so fun. haha have interest thing, joke, laughter, weird things, anger, jealous so on and for. haha. went tm to makan lunch. eat fishball. so full. den walk walk tm & cs. den mjsl went to find sr. so extra la me. like a lightbulb. so i walk of in e end. den ben they all call me. so went find em. den after awhile find mjsl again. argh psk. sigh! den we.. went to see e guy in e water.. den go walk.. den ended up in bugis.. walk walk.. den go city hall walk walk.. den come back tampines.. till 11 plus go home.. we like nth to do.. haha..

yea ish fun.. and thank God for givin us such a wonderful day.. full with laughter.. and blessed us whenever we go.. thanks! =)

2005-12-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

I love you!
You love me!
We are happy =) family!

Haha barney.. barney..
lolx.. i lub e toy furby..
i lub e toys in metro.. haha..

haha today ben gt TKD..
jia you ben.. u can do it de.. =)

haha later i got work..
sian 1/2.. 3 to 10 lo..
so long lo.. 6 hrs.. haix..
cant go see ben.. cant see u..
sigh!!

lalalalala.. so bored.. tiao..
sr?rs?ja?aj? hmmm...
vc?cv??? lol

2005-12-17T10:48:00.000+08:00

guess im still sick. haix. its has been 3 days. and im still not getting better. i still got sore throat, giddy & flu. but guess no one knows cos at outside i act like normal. so its hard ppl will find out. and nowdays i love to stay on my bed and lazy to get up till 10am. why? why im so tired? even i did nth. sigh!!

hee. 15 of dec. is my best day bestest day of the year. and will always rmb. haha. e day where i had confessed everything. and feelin v gd after saying. yeah! Thank God for everything. haix. but things doesnt seem to get better. sigh!. its like haix. its gettin worse. oh no. why. inoring me. ps me. haix.

haix. ytd someone paiseh me. im so sad. so sad. till i oso donno do wad. i from pasir ris to tampines. den e person last min paiseh me. really last min lo i reach le den say. den i have to walk aimless around tampines. and i donno doin wad lo. i stand at the NORTHEAST FAIR for 15 mins to watch e band playin under e rain. haha. but quite nice. then see e guy. who's goin to break e world record of scuba diving for 212hrs and more. yea. den went cs. while wanted to go saw someone. kana shocked. den i u turn walk other way round. wondering the person got lie to me ma. meetin fren or.. donno la.. God say cannot judge ppl. ok believe u. yea. den walk one big round to cs. den walk from 1st level to 5th level den from 5th level to 1st level. i oso donno do wad.. i jus like walkin e surface of e level. haha. so lonely. den went home. reach hm 10pm plus. pro ar. can be alone for 1hr plus outside. yea.

haix.sian la. e person now shoot back to me say my fault. argh.!! nvm ren. haix. wad u doin? nvr reply me. sob

haix. shall i go tofu later. but i sure kana scolded by jac again. haix. why sia? why im i so indecisive & lazy? haix. keepin cant decide. oh no. help me help me. my head & neck pain sia. prove my head is veri heavy. =(

2005-12-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

haix. now 2.25am. and why am not sleeping. cant slp. yea, right! cant sleep. donno why. sigh. must be that. haix. why. why. im i realli that weird. haix. i realli feel lonely. for 2hrs plus. jus waitin for someone to come back online. and is a v sad thing to do. can stare at e blank screen for nth. listening to u all talk. haix

haix nvm i can understand.
its alright.
ytd daily bread gt say.
mouth is to encourage ppl.
so i'll use my mouth to encourage myself.
yeah! vanda u'll be better today. =)

2005-12-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

hee. im back to update again. wooh! have been sleeping for long today. haha. donno why. today seem to be sleeping alot & wake up alot too. haha. den keep dreaming of you. hmmm. okay. ya. ytd was v v sick. i was havin flu. sigh. tt's why sleep v v early. @ 10 plus i sleep le. cos my head cannot take it v giddy. haha. ytd was the first time which i took like 15mins to walk from prps to my hse. normally like 8-9mins. haha. cos i keep stoping as my head was v v giddy. haix. sigh. ytd donno wad happen to u. totally ignore me. i guess cos of ur shoe causin u to be fraustrated. nvm ka. God as well as my teachers always say must forgive & forget. so u're forgiven. yeah!!

today wake up. my head still giddy n blur. and now im still havin flu. sigh. wen goin to be ok. i tmr still got work leh. haix. my head & neck v pain donno why. lolx. while sleepin i have some sweet dreams. haha. hmm. why i still can rmb wad i dream. tout normally won rmb de. haha. sigh. later need to go sch for camp thingy. haix. winnie where are you? ahh. e weather now is so hot la. haha. i think i'll melt outside. hahax.

Everyday is filled with GOd's blessing..!! yea, agree.. thank God for blessing, me, muh family, muh pig, muh sistax, muh baobeix men, muh fren.. hee.. hai.. today ps kel sorry. i last min got e meeting de. sorry!! =(

missin kelly.. haha..
missin winnie.. where u?
missin pig.. working..
missin maisie.. donno where..
hahax.. siao liao..

haha.. ytd JEROME & HIDAYAH 1 yr anniversary.. haha *claps*.. congrat congrat.. wanted to msg jer but forgot.. haha.. anyway hope u 2 will last 4eva.. yea!!

2005-12-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

hahax. im a new born pig.
hahax. yeah! =)

Im going to turn over a new leaf.
to a new born pig. wooh!!
cos i have tout of myself. e old pig.
and think im nt up to standard. haha
so after 1 day 1 night. i decided to change.
yea.. to a new born pig..
hahax. but one thing wont change my heart.
lolx. my family, my God, my friends & u.

yeah! everything is renew once again.
wooh! haha and i have learn to take things easy.
shld nt angry easily.
shld ren. yea. i can ren now. so its ok.
if u provoke me. lolx. =)

today sleep until 2pm.
how did i do that.
dun understand.
haha weird.
actually i woke up at 7 plus.
sms pig. den slp. den pig call me.
den 11 plus slp again.
until 2pm. pig sms me again.
haha. den im awake.

den come online. =) hahax.
den my sis bring fren. where i dun c e fren.
cos in e room. muhahaha~
den i chatted with a new friend.
*clap* got new fren. call shan ru.
she's actually okay la.
i know someone will be interested. =)

sian. at hm nth to do.
thank God for answerin my prayer.
oh no im still sick. no voice. flu. ahh

2005-12-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

Superfunky. Haha. JunYAng so cool.
nth to do. so watch e replay. =)
since jus now workin nvr watch.
lolx. so tired. today so busy @ KFC.
haha. all thanks to choir ppl.
come eat in KFC & make me malu.

haha. end work around 10.30pm.
den stay outside kfc. waitin for someone.
haha. talk so long. =)
toopid. keep talkin abt sr.
haix. so weird. interested in her rite?
hmm. gt bf u so angry. haix.
nvm. wo ren. haha.

sian. workin tmr again.
waiting for me rite.
yea. i noe u will.
hahax. mjsl.

2005-12-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today orh today! At home the whole day. What wrong with me sia? Can sleep the whole day! weirdo~ Guess pass few days around 3am plus then sleep. Then today "pu" back all those sleeping time. Hahax. Im a pig. Im a pig. But im a cute pig. Lolx. So bored. Tv no show to watch. Com nth to do le. Sms ppl dun reply. Call ppl dun pick up. Prank call ppl ppl dun play with me. Haix. why my days starting to be so lonely? why? why? why?

My house doesnt seem to be a house. Since thursday. Its so quiet. Haix. My house have like 4 ppl at home everyday. Cos others went hong kong. Sian 1/2. Den tis 4 ppl. is like all working at different time. and hardly can see all 4 present at home de. Then im e one whose like most of e time at home. cos i have tis feelin tt someone mus stay home to take care of e hse. im those kind don really likes to go out and join e crowd rather stay at home and do my own business. i think im those likes to be alone. but smth alone ish not a good things. u will tend to be quieter and dun mix with friends.

For those who donno me wen i was in primary school. ever seen i was young. i dun like to talk that much. and love to stay at home. hate shopping. and everytime my relative will ask me go out. or stay at their house. but i dun wan. i only love to stay at my house with my booster. hahax. but since sec sch. i started to open up abit. den now talk more already. wont feel shy. den veri out going now. talk more to my cousins they all. last time i wont talk to em de. donno why. but now. haha. can talk lots of things. hahax.

Shan RU shan RU? ish she pretty? ish she tt good? hmm.. y somebody so interested? she got electric. hahax. den can shoot him. hmm. dun get it. lolx.

I really cant stand it sia. Bengawan Solo there de ppl are such a big bully. How can they bully new comers. Evil la. sorri doesnt mean to be kpo. but can stand it la. if can i'll go complain till e shop close sia. bully ppl only. see ppl small then bully. wad's tis loh. ppl young doesnt mean u can bully. irrating. dun let me see e manger or the person will be v jia let. cant stand ppl bully my fren. fren. fren. whoever bully my fren. i will let e person get it 10 times more. =) in spiritual way. muhahaha~

Hahax. tmr workin again. next week almost everyday workin. why? why put me so mani days? haha but ok la at least won rot at home. at least something to do.

Tmr choir doing recordin. yea. jia you choir. mus sing well. i'll buy ur album. hahax. Dunman choir rawks all the way man.!! lolx.

<3 kelly. Kelly dun sad k? if he ignore u dun worry. i'll be there for u. i'll kick him. hahax. dun sad. cheerup gurl. no matter what happen u still got me & all ur fren. like ben. right? =) you'll always there for u. so mus share ur problems with us. =) mucak
<3 pig. hurry cum home. im bored and rotting. lolx

2005-12-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

You may ignore me.
You may dun care abt me.

But just want to tell you.
No matter what.
You still remain e same.
In my heart.
4eva & eva.
Nothing can change it.
Noboday can change it.

last words from me to you

2005-12-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

TO the person who i offened,

Im veri sorry for my attitude towards u!
But.. im so angry.. cos i care for u.
Dun wish you to do the wrong.
Can u understand??

Although, i may talk to u in a v angry manner.
But actually, i feelin not good at all.
I feelin veri horrible & sad.
And most of time after takin to u on phone or msn.
I'll feel veri sad. and donno wad to do.

As i donno what happen to u.
What happen to cause such a big change.
In just 5 days.
Is a totally big change in u!
And i don wish to see this change in you.
I really wish to see e old back u.

Why i say there's change in u?
Ish because..
1st, u wont want to hang my phone.
But now, u can jus hang it.
And jus tis week. u hang my phone 4 times.
And im not realli happy =(
2nd, now u dun even wish to listen to me talk.
whenever talk to her. tt word sure come out.
in e end we 2 will end up quarelling. why?
3rd, now u are more concern abt her den me.
I feel veri sad. =( as i dun wish to lost such a nice pal.

now all u care ish abt her.
den me? u totally dun care at all.
tis upset me e most.
i dun noe how to tell u.
but.. tis ish wad i think.
now i sms u u dun even reply.
now i call u u hang my phone.
now i chat with u thru msn, u will tok to her.

haix. den me. sit at e com like an donno which animal.
staring at e window. jus for u to reply me.
and u can happily chatting with her askin me to wait.
and i wait for u from 11 to 3am.
u got think how i feel ma? =(

i donno whether we can be back together.
where there's fun & laughter.
and not quarelling.
I dun wish to quarel with u.
and tis e 1st time. i quarrel with u cos her.

i noe u now think im an attitude gurl
cos everytime tok on phone
i sure get angry right?
im really sorry for it.
but i oso donno.
whenever i heard u tok abt her i feel so uneasy.
sorry just give me time to get use of it.

i know u interested in her.
tt one i cant stop it.
i'll try to adpt to it.
jus give me time.
i hope nt cause of tis.
and there's e end in betweenn of us.

no matter wad..
u decide or do..
I'll will try to understand..
just give me time..

seriously veri sorry!!

dada**

2005-12-09T03:27:00.000+08:00

After 5hrs of strugglin & sadness.
Everything is alright now.
Back to normal.
And i feel much more better.
Accept abit difficult breathing donno why.
cos i cry. donno. =(

ya.. i really had to thank God ..
if w/o his ans tt he given to me..
i think tis war will never end..
and finally we had talk things out..
and everything is back to normal le..

actually there's nth to worry..
whatever happen God has plan for it..
Just do wad he wants us to do..
yeah! God is so awesome..

thank God for helpin us to think probly.
and everything is alright now.
thank God.
u seriously are our suvivor.
Amen.

i want to be with you -planet shakers
open my arms -5566
tis is wad i wan to tell u.!!

although,
jus now got so many things happen.
abt ur sis goin online.
abt e sr. [argh! y teach her our pig langauage is meant 4 us de lo]
haix. argh angry cos of tis.
but.. haix.. donno la..

2005-12-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

haix. haix. haix. haix.
why? why? why? why?
why is it things mus happen?
why must u tell me?
why i have such a big mouth?
why not me?
why her?
why GOd chosses tis way?
why things going this well?
why i so sad?
why he dun feel anything?
why me & ben fate ish so sad?
why cant have wad we wan?
why why why why why?
who can answer my qns...

seriously, i donno wad to do now.
jump down.
go and die.
car bang.
hang myself.
kill myself.
WHAT SHLD I DO?

haix.. why must u tell me those things?
tt u noe i'll angry n sad?
why? why? why? why? why?
why u fall in love her but still need to deny?
why? why?
why mus i noe u?
why mus i noe her?
why mus i noe everything tt happen to u 2?

why i have such a big mouth?
why must i tell u?
i feel so guilty.
i shld shut up my big mouth man.

why my life so miserable?
why cant i lead a happi & w/o worry life?
why cant i live a rich life?
why? why? why?
why mus u compare me to her?
why? wad wrong with me?
am i any different from her?
am i tt bad?

why? u can treat it as nth happen?
when such big thing happen?
why u nvr think of my feelings?
why? do i have to cry for u?

haix.. dead..!!

2005-12-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

Mai-ai-hee! Mai-ai-hoo! Mai-ai-haha!
Hee. Im back from school.
So tired & sleepy. 2pm to 6pm in sch.
Got sec 1 orientation camp meeting.
Lolx.

Argh! Im so angry today la.
Cos someone keep shan ru shan ru.
Anything shan ru! i rather u say e other one.
Some more eat with her dinner & her fren.
i noe u interested in her. but not need to like tt de rite.
lata i eat viniger. haix. =(

Lolx. Jokin la. Its alright.
Since u like ur SHAN RU, so much!
Then like tt lor.. haix. cant do anything.

Actually i angry cos of e bus driver.
Attitude sia.
Cos i no fare card den i put $0.50.
Den he say $0.55. Den i put addition $0.10.
Den he say i need to pay $0.90.
Wad rubbish lo? student fare ish $0.55 lor.
sian 1/2. den i told him i dun have addition $0.30 le.
Den he give tt kind of attitude lo.
sian. =(

Haix.. nvm forgive & forget..
dun care about him..
And u PIG.. u oso are forgiven.
for sayin shan ru so much. lolx

Today my family go hong kong.
so good. i cannot go.
sian. sad. haix.

Shan Ru Shan Ru Shan Ru
UR life ish filled with her & her & her!!
haix so mani

2005-12-07T15:01:00.000+08:00

hai. life has been good & bad.
hai. busy working & camp.
and entertain a pig.
who keep saying shan ru.
hahax. sian lo.

haix.
sian.
boring.
lonely.
hahax.

camp coming soon.
school starting soon.
work still continue.
haix.. =(

2005-12-04T10:53:00.000+08:00

wooh~ so happy today!! =)
guess what?
my da gu, ye ye, nai nai, ee po & ee po zhong!!
cum to s'pore from malaysia.
hahax. so fun. got so mani nice food.
yum yum~
hahax. so shiok man. eating malaysia food.
missing going malaysia. can shop & eat. =)

today ish SUNDAY ytd ish SATURDAY!!
lolx.. both today & ytd i went to church.
hahax.. and i notice one thing..
different church got different type of..
worship.. different type of sermon..
hahax.. but enjoy going church.. yea!!

ytd oso got orchard jalan jalan.
e lightin there veri nice.
hahax. so beautiful. there oso veri crowded.
hahax. love e accompay better hahax.
we like crazie ppl there.. hahax..

haix. im going crazie.
so pervert man.
cant stand it any more.
God pls change his mindset & brain.
renew his brain.
and not being so disgustin & pervert.
** dun worry not talkin abt u, PIG!! =)
Pig u r too perfect to be perfect.. lolx!!

2005-12-03T13:19:00.000+08:00

ohh! im gonna crazy.
hahax. i feel that im a pig today.
all ur fault. pig. u influence me.
hahax. hmm. i slept from 12am to 8am.
den from 9am to 1pm. hahax.
Am i a pig? haha. pig pig become. pig(square)

Let's see!
what going to happen today?
hmm. nothing. nothing.
going to be a loner le. haixx.
Im so lonely. Im so lonely. I have nobody of my own.

sian 1/2. all my baobeix men so busy.
not meeting den working. sian lo.
nobody care aboout me.
can go n die le.. lolx..

HAhax. sian no logy.
I love u! U love me! We are happy family!
hahax. sian sian sian.
mr ar mr ar mr ar ar ar ar.

2005-12-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

waiting for you.
im waiting for you.
waiting for you.
kiss me end the night.
wei he ni. cinderella.

WAITING FOR U!! where r u?
lolx. *quoted from a song*

heex. today woke up @ 10am ++
cos some pig disturb me.
hahax. but its so nice sia.
every morning got alarm clock.
free some more. pig.
rmb everyday mus call wor.
mvsl. lolx. yea thanks in advance.
hahax. w/o ur call. i think till 3pm.
i still be sleeping. muhahahaha~

tis pig of my. is really a pig.
eat. sleep. work. slack. eat. sleep.
hahax. isnt pig always do tt.
lolx. but its a cute & h pig.
hahax. but its okay.
i like ok le lo.
hahax. who cares wad others say.
lolx.

So tired.
ytd work from 5pm to 11pm.
ytd lots n lots of ppl. donno why.
and i still gt extra money in my chasier.
$2.30 lehx. donno why.
hmm. as long no less money can le.
Thanks GOd from takin care of me. =)

den after work, go central eat.
bee hoon. den cycle. den go home.
den m n pj went from 6th level to 8th level at my blk.
peekin at some one downstair.
hahax. we 2 like nth better to do.
but veri fun. lolx. they dun even know.
haha. weird. wad they doin in e mid of e night.
haha. haha. haha.

LAter working again.
die. hopefully not e same manager again.
cos. e manager big bully sia.
ask me do tis do tt still need to do cashier.
hahax. like i got 10 hands hahax.

Hmm. wen i got pay.
1st thing i'll do is.
save in my bank.
2nd thing i'll do is.
buy textbook.
3rd thing i'll do is.
treat pig eat.
4th thing i'll do is.
buy present 4 some frens.
BUT i din thin 1st pay can do all tis.
so 2nd pay or 3rd pay then can complete it.
lolx.

im so lonely. im ms lonely.
i have nobody but my own.
sian 1/2.
5hrs to go to work. hahax.

You're beautiful.
Yes pig u're beautiful.
mmsl.ds!! haahx.

2005-12-01T13:13:00.000+08:00

dada. ish so lonely today. haix.
so sad. today whole day nth to do.
still got 3hrs den work. but.. at tis moment.
i seriously feelin like dying so bored.
haix.. where's my entertaining boy? lolx

today work again. hopefully tis time.
everything will goes correct.
no mistake the best.
and i seriously pray that.
no work on 6,7 of Dec..
pls no no no. i got something on.
veri the important.!! hahax..

actually, workin in KFC veri stress.
later return wrong change, later forgot to put things.
or later key wrong things. haix.
hope my hands & brain can cooperate.
and do the right things yea..
hopefully today got less ppl.
den i'll more happy =)

Shoot up shoot up!!
pig. shoot here n there..
ai yo~

haix. someone ish so irrating & disgusting lor.
sick sia. but hmm. my God say mus 4give & 4get.
so nvm. and better stop disturbin me.
Pig not talking about it hor.
lolx.

haix.. im bored & lonely @ home.
not a single soul at home
except me loh.
sian.
1/2.
haix.
where u? cum here. dun work. haha

2005-11-30T10:42:00.000+08:00

dada*

hmm. 2day get up e most earliest 4 my whole holiday.
i woke up at 7.45am. cos some1 needed me 2 wake him up @ 8am.
lolx. but. haha. i dun realli can sleep. donno why.
hahax. yea. wake up. watch tv. eat. play com. so sian.

hey. pig. jia you wor. mus pass kks?. hahax.
ok now say abit too late le. mus be finish le.
whatever results u get. its God's will.
if fail try harder next time kkay?
if pass, muhahaha~ own me one meal? yea..

okay. now i at home slacking. donno do wad.
abit sick. flu. ahh-chooo. lolx.
com so lack. keep hang. or it will shut all my window.
e music oso abit. not correct. haha

went to view ppl friendster pic & profile.
lolx. and found alot of ppl is attached.
see-in those couple photo. looks so sweet.
hahax. ok im so jealous le. esp 1 couple photo.
u see their smile =) so sweet. some kissin photo.
seriously. veri sweet. so jealous. lolx.
dun worry my turn will come in 10 yrs time.
haha. tt's wen i get married. yea~

hmm. actually i veri tired. cos ytd work till 10pm.
not cos of u. u. u. u. u noe whu. i won wake up lo.
hahax. so tired workin in night shift. lolx. but.
so fun. and some more so mani ppl mmsl. lolx.
keep comin to see me. hor! rite? lolx.

Tell u all something. i finally found my song.
tt i fall in love wen i watch e show Mr. Fighting.
seriously veri nice & touching & romantic.
its called [ OPEN ARMS ].
it sang by 5566.
e lyrics veri. nice written.
i'll try to upload e song to my blog.
wen i noe how to do so.
hahax.

shall update more later.
cos need to call my so call bro.
to entertain him.
lolx.

2005-11-29T09:44:00.000+08:00

hee. im back again. lolx. can update more often le.
yeah. hee. cos last few mth com kana lock. haix.
but. now can use le. muhahahaha~

Let's see. hmmm. anything special.
Oh ya. Now im workin @ KFC with my sis.
Hahax. so paiseh & stress workin there.
Cause tis e first time i work. Den no experience.
Den. I veri paiseh to face e customer.
And veri stress wen there's alot of ppl.
Den scared press the wrong key. Say the wrong food.
Oh No..!! Veri scared.. later im workin too..
Die Die Die..!!
God pls give me the strength, Lord!

hmmm. ya. i seriously need prayers.
hopefully i can overcome tis matter.
tis e onli matter tt i veri fan with.
yea~

Nowdays veri relax unless got work.
I still got.. hmm.. few things to be done.
Got.. sec 1 orientation camp, trainer camp, meetin..
Den choir comin up soon..
Den soon school will start..
And my holiday will be ended den..

I realise tt tis holiday,
ish a worst one..
haix..
donno..
Seriously is a worst one..
Many things to worried, scared & troubles..
haix..
*headache* thinkin of kfc my head pain again..
i cant different shade which ish..
breast, rib, thigh.. wing & drumb can..
oh no!!
my brain goin crack to 2 le..
shldnt have work.. haix..

Pls pray for me..!! Thanks!!

haha.. mvsl de pig.. hahax..

2005-11-16T20:13:00.000+08:00

Blog! What shld i blog today?
Blog abt my lonely life today..
Hmmm...

Today ish quite a tired, bored & lonely day for me..
Seriously i feel veri lonely..
Donno why..
Cause i've lost my entertaining frenx 2day...
Haix.. where u? miss u lehx..

Today woke up @ 6.55am..
Bath, Change and go to school..
It has been my daily routine for 3 days already..
Went back DMN for amaths lesson..
from 8am to 10am..
After lesson went hm change,
den go to SGH wif my mum.
Reach there le talk to my ah gong for a while,
den rush down to my ah ma hse,
cause she brought a new fridge,
den my mum ask me go down & take a look.
On e way there i feel so lonely,
starin at e cellin of e NEL train,
ALONE listenin to passion cd.
But praise e lord his songs has pei me to my ah ma hse.

Reach there, makan, den e fridge cum.
Fix le, den slp..
the weather so HOT.
Till i sweat while sleeping.
Den 3 plus go back to SGH with my ah ma,
cos my ah gong wan to eat pau.
Den 5 plus went hm.
While on e way hm,
im really veri lonely.. haix..
Im thinkin..
y e sky so nice in seng kang..
y jay chou voice so nice..
y his duet song so nice..
hahax.. donno wad im thinkin..
Den wen my mum shop to tok to her.

Den some1 msg me tout some1 will entertain me.
But haix.. some1 ish busyin although nvr say but i noe.
Cause.. GREAT MIND THINK ALIKE.
Den its okay. Den slowly scroll home.
Feelin cold cos raining & LONELY.

Den cum hm bath eat.
Watch my wang zi bian qi wa.
SO nice & romantic.
After watchin.. i have been thinkin..
wad if im tian yu..? den who's dang ou?
where are u i realli need u now?
guess i think too much le..
mm? mmsl? hope u r mm?

Since e day i saw u,
I have a weird feelin for u.
Since den things has been change.
Till now, things has been from gd to bad.
But smth is bad to gd.
But i really do not know which is best for me.
After watching a show,
I think im urs lamp-post & ur guardian angel.
Whenever u feelin sad,
I'll be there to cheer u up.
Whenever u feelin angry,
I'll be there to let u vent all ur anger.
Whenever u feelin happy,
I'll be there to share ur happines with u.
Whenever u feelin lost,
I'll be there to guide ur way.
Whenever u feelin bored & lonely,
I'll be there to entertain u.
No matter what happen..
I'll always be there for u.
No matter there's any endin to us.
I'll 4va be ur lamp-post ur guardian angel.
[Just from me to the special u!!]

2005-11-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

Sorry Sorry Sorry!!
If im e one who makes u..
Hate girls..!!
Im really sorri!
I donno y nowdays keep saying wrong thing.
Guess havin pms ba..

Haix..
Must be me..
Who cause u forbid of girls
Oh no!
*confuse*

Holiday ish bored
And.. donno
Im going crazie..
crazie till all my things goes upside down
even my table is like
worst then rubbish bin..

Whenever i wan to clean up
my mood & feeling don wan..
den i donno wad to do..

Holiday seriously makin me crazie..
I need smth to do..
But not to make ppl angry..
How? wad shld i do?
help!!

2005-11-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

Bored! Bored! Bored!
Bored! Bored! Bored!
[raInBow!] but forgot 1 of e colour!!

Im veri bored!
Nth to do @ hm!
Nth to eat @ hm!
Im starving..!

Borednology!
Sianology!

Hahax..
Oh no maisie, sabrina & mummy bday
wad's am suppose to do?
im bankrupt le..
wad shld i do..
Oh no!
God pls give me guidance & brain.. lolx

Haix.. lolx
Thanks Pig for ur Jay & JJ songs..!!
Hahax..
Wooh.. Chatted with pig almost 1hr
hahax.. talk abt past tense.. lolx

Haix.. sian @ hm..
later need to go SGH again~
Bored life Bored Life!!

2005-11-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

Today ish Wednesday..
3 days of my holiday gone..
Haha~!!
But most of moi time ish @..
Singapore General Hospital..
So tired go there den cum back..
lolx..~!!
But i dun mind..
Cos of my ah gong..
I'll do anything..!! =)

Haix..
I kana ps by pig again..
Haix.. make me wait up early in the morning..
while e pig sslp till 8.30am..
No mac!! Onli cup noodle 4 breakfast.
Den whole morning watch..
Ge Dou Tian Wang!!
Nice & Romantic..
Oh moi tian..!! Lolx..
I watch finish e whole show in one morning..
Can guess how early i wake up le ba?

Den afternoon..
went hospital to see my ah gong..
his getting better..
Praise the Lord..
But still in ICU.. haha..
Now he can eat, tok to us.. more energy le..
Lolx..
I went there see him..
feed him..
help him exercise..
lolx.. do things for him..
haha.. den make me so sleepy..
den slept there.. haha..

Oh my way there..
i saw a short guy.. lolx..
hahax..

Haix.. life ish so boring..
i wan to find work..
haix..

Tmr mummy bday..
haha i took some flowers from my ah gong..
to give her tmr..
haha..

Im veri tired..
but still need to endure for few mins..
for jay songs..
haha..
mmsl??
mm?
ar.. mu..
lolx..
=)

2005-11-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

Haha.. oops! I forgot tt tis mornin i blog already..!!
Shall continue e 2nd part of my day..!!

2nd PArt__]]
Haha after i offline..
I went to SGH 2 c my Ah Gong..
Den i heard from my mum..
That his in danger.. in ICU..
den i quickly bath den wen to hospital le..

Den reach le went to see him..
And its so scary with those equipment..
God please protect him..
Everyone there was veri scared..
but we have faith in God & him..

Den my cousin told me tt..
"He live cause of us..
w/o us he might not live"
smth like tt la..
so i believe he'll get well soon de..
I have thousand of faith in him..
haha

After lookin @ him..
den me, bro, cousins & aunt..
went to chinatown walk walk..
haha den u walk, eat..
Haha and lookin 4 straw..

Lolx.. fun fun fun..
den fri goin ah gu hse stay
den sat got party..
lolx.. funni

Im so happi la..
someone will mm sia..
mircale leh..
oh no!! tt means..
haha mmsl boi!!
=) =) Lolx..

2005-11-01T09:25:00.000+08:00

Hahax.. guess wad?
I have been sleeping from 11.30pm to 6am..
Hahax.. its a good sign to me..
cos most of time holiday i'll sleep till 12pm..
Hahax..

Seriously have to thanks to 1 pig..
Who ask me to give its a mornin call..
And guess wad..
Sleep until like pig..
No matter wad ring..
Wad vibrate wont wake up..
So if got earthquake
Guess his the first one to die..
Lolx..

Jokin..
But all pigs are cute..
Not tt real one la..
The cartoons one..

Hahax..
My grandpa still in hospital..
haix.. ytd he cant slp at all..
cos got one lady beside him keep screamin..
Wonderin is he alright?
But later me aunt bro & cousin goin to visit him..

Hahax.. oh no..
Countdown ::
2 days to moi mum bday
3 days to pamela bday
4 days to maisie & sabrina bday
6 days to NA chalet
6 days to goin Rohana & Fadilah hse
7 days to Na chalet
7 days to Archery lesson
8 days to end of e Na Chalet
13 days to Amath & Lit lesson [1030-1230]
14 days to the same thing same time
14 days to 2nd formal meetin of Sec 1 camp
15 days to the same thing again & same time

Tian ah holiday no holiday no difference
But hor..
those who wan to out with me..
still can..
Hahax.. im free to anyone..

Free!!
[e christian song.. nice]
vanda is spiritual strong..!!
Yeah!!

Chocolate?
HongkOng?
Its link..?

Romeo?
Yalayala?
Its link.. too..?

Haha dun understand?
lolx..

mmsl boi?
pig?
Eh link too haha..

Haha being lame.. lolx

God bless uu
God lurve uu
Me too!!

2005-10-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today ish Sunday
and oso YM Games day..
veri fun today..
and a cool wordship..
lead by a grps of girls..

Haha 1 more mth..
ish my turn to wordship..
cool~
Praise the Lord!!
How Great is our God??
Hmmm..

Haha..
Yea!! Its holiday!!
Almost 2 mths of holiday..
guess im goin to work
to earn money
to spent..
or else next yr no money to spent..

Haha.. today in ym i won a prize..
lolx.. onli i won..
cos im e odd one..
havent a grp carrot..
which other dun have..

Haha.. have lots of fun..
playin e games..
and get to know more ppl..
my grp Rambutan get 2nd..
*claps*

Den wen to find my fren
to get cd to play..
but sadded cant dl..
haix..

Ya.. my fat fren..
funni man.. go break my band..
Lolx.. but fun goin out together..
always have joke..
and laughter
and painfulness.. orh!!

But veri nice & fun goin out together..
haha but my fren ish a busy person..
lolx..

Tmr got meetin 4 sec 1 oritentation
haha im in again
and im a FA again
but ish a senior fa
4eva struck to fa de..
lolx..
camp again..
oh no!!
Hate camps..
but lurve choir camp..
cos always got ncc ppl..
haha who they'll entertain me..
like chocolate & pig.. lolx

Haix..
tmr my ah gong operation..
hope everything goes right?
God please protect my ah gong..
Amen..!!

mu?
mm?
mmsl?
lolx.. mu?

Onli pigs will understand tis language
yea~

2005-10-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hey Yox
Im crazie
Bored to crazie
Help!!

Crazy frog!!
Hahax..

YEa finally workshop ended!
School goin 2 end too!!
Oh No~!
I'll miss all moi chocolate frenx

hahax..
from tis workshop learnt
Not to quarrel unneccesary

Lolx.. and learnt to be humble
And 1 for all
all for 1
Yea~

Haha.. today wait 4 some
white chocolate..
haha so long lo..
almost 1hr
lolx..
but i got 2 special bodyguuard
cos they kpo who i waitin funni

Haha..
mmsl
mmsl
im bored no one tok to me..
Argh!!

Backpain
leg pain
haix!!

2005-10-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

School nowdays so boring.
Got workshop 4 us [NAs].
So sian~!

But e workshop,
shows us how united 3G can be.

haha..

Ytd im so pissed off.
Suppose to got somerset 4 youth conference.
Den my other "nice" partner.
Paiseh me la.
He didnt appear at all lo.
And i went dere alone.
And lookin weird as im onli dmn.

So sad la..
Im so angry lo..

Den after tt went bugis to buy smth 4 some..
Shuai Ge.. aka Pig..
Lolx.. argh angry la..
Call dun pick up..
Argh..
Haha..
But u r forgiven since im nice..
Lolx..

Haha.. today so tired n leg pain..
Playin all funny games..
using paper & balloons

Haha.. den meet e shui ge to take his things.
Den went talk talk
Den went home
Den eat
Den bath
Den talk on phone
Cum watch moi favourite romantic show.
The Wan Zi Bian Qing Wa..
Lolx.. which e song in my blog..
Nice rite..?
How i wish tt such guy? hmm..

Haix.. tmr ish another boring day..
Hopefully more fun..
got dmn idol..
Hope xin min will win..
Haha..~

mmsl?
mm.. whu?
YOU!

2005-10-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

Haha..
Im so happy..
Happy..
Extremely Happy..

Guess what?
My whole class..
No one retain or drop to other class..
Its time to enjoy le..
Hope is true..
The news from Chuan Jie..
=) Lols

Praise the Lord!!

Haha..
Today early mornin wake up..
Den went down to Boon Keng to find my grandparents..
Den accompany em to Singapore General Hospital..
As my grandpa need to operate his leg..
Den my grandpa is admitted to hospital now..

Hopefully everythings goes right..

Ya den me and my grandma stay outside e ward from 1pm to 6pm..
1st, cos we cant go into e ward.
2nd, waitin for moi parents to come.
So have to stay out there..
At there i sleep, eat, listen music & sms..
Haha so boring
totally rot there le..

Hai..

Happi..

Lols..

amen..!!
mmsl?

Today i saw one unbeliveable gurl..!!

2005-10-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

argh~ argh~
What nonsense lo?
ahprjpiajrpeajpjapjapeo

Okay need time to cool down!!
Shld drink some herbal drink..
To cool me down..!!
Haha.. but since today ish sunday
den..
denn..
Mus FORGIVE & FORGET ppl..
so okay i.. i.. forgive u..

I knew it lo..
Seriously I knew it lo..
Toopid me.. y nvr think more..?
Argh!!
Nvm since i was born,
i nvr been clever be4 le..

Oh no! Tmr PROMOTION DAY!
Donno whether will i get promoted ma..
Hopefully.. *prayin hard*
Hai.. seriously i veri scared.. =(

Tmr needed to go hospital wif my grandparents!
Haix.. Hopefully tmr everything goes right..
My grandfather need to operate his leg..
As he complain pain..
Tmr he need to go check up..
den will have to stay in hospital le..

God please take care of grandpa..
Hopefully everything will goes right..
*sob* Nth will goes wrong de..!!

Den tmr mus pei em go..
in case they need help..
and since i no school tmr..

[Who got MP3 can lend me..?]
[Cos my discman cant last long..]
[Den im gonna stay in hospital like whole day..]
[NVM la.. since some1 nvr receive my sms]
[Argh!]

Kuku me!
mmsl?
mm?mu?
mJ?mG?mS?

*Cheerup*
Tmr will be better den today..!!

2005-10-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

Woosh~! Hee.. =)
Haha.. Just change a new look of my blog..!!
Hope its NICE!!

As i think..
So mani things occur to me tis week..
And i think ish time to change a new..
That's include me..!!
Haha.. everything must change..
From bad to good..!!
Hopefully i can do it..!!

Okay~ Let's see..
Today i woke up at 5am plus..
Den disturb ppl 4 awhile den slp.. [ORH*]
Den wake up at 7am went market with parents..
Den came home and watch tv..
Den went downtown with sis and mum..
Den go home nth to do.. slack all the way till now..
Wad a boring weekend i have man..
Hahas..

Now going to church for meeting..
TOFU meeting..
Haha coming soon..
2 more months..
Lols
Be back at 10pm..
Oh no!!.
Anyone want supper?? Haha

Bye~

2005-10-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Im veri sad over moi results.. e outcome ish wad i think.. I flunk 4 subjects.. emaths, combined humanites, combined science & literature.. tian ah.. wad will happen to me next? really cant think of it at all.. just tryin get this out of my head.. as more i think more sad i'll be.. and more sad i'll be.. den more crazie i'll go.. haix.. donno tian ah!

Haix.. jus heard from my parents my grandfather ish sick.. oh no!! How i wish i can fly to malaysia now.. God please take care of my grandfather.. and he will be safe n sound in ur hands.. Lord!

Pray hard tt tmr will be a better day for me.. and moi fren.. yeah!!

And wont be a bored day.. lols..

And date me?? lolx.. mmsl..!!

2005-10-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Haix.. Haix..

Today ish just not my day~ Haix.. Nth goes right.. haix.. life ish so.. unpredictable.. hahax..
Okay lo.. my class all did so well.. and me.. haix.. fail 2 sub le.. combined science & hunmanites..
Oh no donno my literature & emaths will pass ma.. if fail i can go.. Jump down le..!!
Im so sad man!! Haix.. jus regrettin not puttin 100% to study.. haix.. and some more so many careless mistakes..
I can call e careless princess le.. Haix.. I really really hope i won need to retain.. haix.. hopefully i pass all or even 5 sub.. im happi le.. and oso remain in 4G next yr.. haix.. God pls give me strength n courage to face e outcome... tt i have..

No matter what happen.. life still have to carry on.. Right??

Tmr will be better den today.. haha Quote from e 9pm show @ channel 8.. lolx..

Haix.. too many thing happen tis week i really donno how to face it.. my results, d&d cancel.. haix.. donno wad will happen tmr..

Hope tmr will be better.. =) stay in cheerful touts.. yea!!

Like some fat ppl.. haha.. fat ppl although is plump but they are cute & nice.. agree?? yea.. guess someone will agree..

2005-10-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

Argh! Argh! Im so angry today.. First time so mani thing occur at the same day that makes me angry.. till i almost cry la.. Sob! Sob!

Haix.. First thing makes me angry ish.. e school senior manganment cancel away our council d&d.. haix.. they think that council did not do great job tis year.. and decided to cancel it.. but tis thing ish like every year have de.. den like tis cancel alot of ppl will be veri upset lo.. cox alot of ppl lookin forward to it.. includes me.. hai i admit tt tis yr cancel is in a mess but is not from my batch ma.. ish e other batch den everything blame to us.. we have try veri hard to change everything le.. but y cant they jus understand us.. haix.. everyone ish lookin forward to D&D den now cancel.. im half angry half sad.. haix.. donno wad to do..

Haix.. 2nd thing makes me angry ish.. haix.. my mum.. 1stly say wan to change my spect.. go there see see for 1hr den say don need to change.. argh.. instead get a contact lense trial for me which i don use.. haix.. i wanted a orange spec.. argh..!! im so angry la.. 2nd time like tt le.. den im so angry tt i almost to tears but i ren.. i like crazie on my discman quite loud and listen to passion cd.. and it helps me to cool down.. Amen.. haha..

Haha.. but 1 happy thing happen.. i pass my chinese & amath.. im so happy.. hopefully tmr all e paper i get back i'll be able to pass too.. hee =).. Ya.. one of my fren.. tt fat but cute one say.. that we shld not worried abt tml for tml will worried by itself.. wadever i get, give thanks.. as God wont forsake me.. yeah u r right man..!! Thanks..!! haha.. its really helped me to dun think of it too much.. mucakx..

Tmr ish my best fren bday.. KElly KelLy Wawa!! Haha she's 15 finally 15.. lolx.. haha.. she's old.. ahem.. like tt im older le.. anyway.. happy bday kel.. all e best in ur studies with ur ahem and anything u do.. hee.. ur present on e way le.. hee...

Haix.. today ish a good & bad day for me.. i oso donno wad wrong.. hopefully tmr will be better.. =)

2005-10-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

heyaya!! Lolx.. hahax..

Today holiday.. but onli 4 one day nei.. Dots.. hahax.. okay quite fun today but kana paiseh by mother.. argh.. dun go out with her le.. =(

Im so scared.. donno wad's my results goin to be.. tian ah.. jiu jiu wo ba.. lolx.. tmr i shall be dead.. but i really wish tt i will pass all.. pls pray for me.. hai.. regret not to study hard for it.. and some more lots o f careless mistakes.. i really dun wan to retain.. God pls help me.. i noe i didnt put in my best but i really regret le.. regret not to study.. seriously.. now i noe how impt to study for exam.. haix..

Help! Help! i feelin so helpless... scared... lonely.. donno wad to do now.. haix.. tian ah.. haix.. sob sob... im so scared & helpless.. donno who to go to.. haix.. guess have to tok to my soft toys le.. =(

Scared
sCared
HelPlEss
hElPlEss
LoNelY
lOnely

God please give me strength and courage to face whatever outcome im gonna face tmr Lord.. No matter ish Good or Bad.. still have to face it.. Lord pls give me e strength n courage to carry on.. Amen

God is in me.. i shall worried nth.. Seek e kingdom first.. haha.. tis wad my fren always tells me.. =)

So happi..
So sad..

Indecisive~

2005-10-16T17:05:00.000+08:00

Heyoo~ It has been days n days tt i have updated my blog.. Haha till now my blog got problem le.. Hmm.. Haix.. My com has lots n lots of problem.. soon it'll be over soon.. Hope so ba..!! Hee..

Yahoo! Im so happi.. finally finally and finally.. my final year exam has over.. yahoo!! can enjoy.. but still got i thing to worry.. MY ReSULts!! Oh no.. haix.. tis time some of e papers quite hard.. but i pray hard tt i'll be able to pass n promote to sec 4.. wadever is done cannot be undone.. so leave it to God's will ba.. Hee..

Now ish startin to enjoy but few days later.. will have to take back results le.. Oh no!! hahax.. yea mus enjoy my last 2 days.. tmr & mon.. tue my doom day haha.. wonder tml anyone wants to go out with princess?? lol..

Hee.. today went to church service.. haha love songs sang today in worship.. now i realise my church alot of ladies are pregnant.. will e baby like me so cute?? haha jk.. den went eat wif nat.. and nat spent so much money on shoppin.. den we saw e channel u ppl flimin a show.. with angel thingy.. donno wad tt.. haha.. den we run away from e camera.. as we don wan our face to be in e show.. lol

Im so bored now.. nth to do.. hai.. den i online ppl offline.. haix.. wanted to chat with u all de but u all offline.. not offline den away not away den busy.. slap u la.. haha i hardly online de den ask u all online no one come.. *sob sob*.. hai nvm la..

Im so lonely
Im a lonely Princess
That nobody cares
Except my heavenly father..

hee.. with him i wont feel tt bored in mentally but phyiscally bored.. haha

2005-10-09T17:12:00.000+08:00

Countdown 5 days end of exam!! Yea~ Rejoice the Lord.. haha.. haix.. exam make me stress man.. help.. no exam meh.. but i pray tt i'll pass all my sub hopefully haha..

Oh no i mus beg, steal, lend borrow money le.. so mani presents to buy.. hahax..

hmm.. anyone miss me.. haha

2005-09-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hey.. princess ish back again~ hmm.. using my turtle com again..

Wad can i say tis week??

Tis week is totally horrible.. me chiongin 4 my studies..

Studies day and night..

Horrible nightmare man..!!

But hopefully i'll get good results in e end.. yeah!!

Hmm.. nowdays im so tired.. donno y..

My mind still not workin till now..

Help knock knock mind pls work now..

Or else i'll die..

Hahax...

Seriously, my tis turtle com is horrible la..

so slow sia.. now goin to have smth wrong again..

Haix.. cant go online often sianx..

cannot chat with my fren, darlins men..

Haix.. but u guys mus miss me wor..

Hee.. and of course i'll miss u guys

ssecnirp ssim uoy!! (read backwards)
!!zkacum

2005-09-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hey im back.. hee.. its has been a long time since i last come online.. due to my com.. veri slow.. tt i dun feel like using.. haha..

Nowdays, i been havin headache. Everyday be4 9 sure sleep le.. i dun noe y since tis term i love to sleep.. stress ba~ haix.. and nowdays think too much oso donno think wad..

Ya!! Hahas.. sch has been usual boring!! Lolx..

Haha tmr got family chalet.. cool.. can see my cousin uncle grandparents and many more..!!

TOday im so happpi loh.. haha let's see.. after 3mths or more didnt see u.. den jus now wen to find u.. haha its seem u become more prettier and shorter.. haha jk.. u become more prettier le.. haha.. =D handpretty.. oh no! den i'll fall in lurve wif u haha.. mus miss me wor

So happi to see u again,handpretty.. Thank God for keepin u safe n sound..!! hahax.. and see ur blog can see u still havin a cool life.. hahax..!! continue to be like tt..!!

Shall end here n go do hw le..

See u..!!

Miss u guys mucakx..!!

2005-09-10T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hey im back agaian..~ Haha.. shall summarise my holiday.. which ish a veri bored one.. lolx

Monday = sleep eat watch tv
Tuesday = same
Wednesday = smae
Thursday = Go 4 LTC BBQ.. hahax.. all the fun & laughter tt we have had been once back for few hrs.. realli missed those LTC days.. realli misses em lots.. esp.. Xinni, Pauline, Raj.. all those main com la.. except someone haha jk.. Ya and of course ms mavis.. haha
Friday = Went k box with ben. pam. pearly, kaileng, kah ming & chuan jie.. haha sing till $100 plus pro rite..
Sat= went to old folks hm wit auntie, den went bugis but be4 tt went seng kang to find sab den took e wrong bus den stay at punngol haha donno how to go bugis from there.. den later goin council bbq.. im so tired.. and it seems goin to rain le.. ai yo~.. im so tired tt i havent do any studies tian ah..

Hahas.. anyway i went to wish tt all my fren in JC or poly or whoever got exam.. will have a good results.. Play hard, sleep hard, eat hard and study hard.. Take care guys.. God bless..

Guess tis week holiday ish not a nice one overall.. Haha

2005-09-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

Hey im back again~ hahax..

Haix.. now holiday yet im not feelin e holiday mood.. as wad i do ish sleep eat sleep eat.. so sian loh~

Hahax.. its seem im such a lonely person or lazy person.. haha everyday stay at hm or go cycling.. but quite fun la..

But tmr got LTC BBQ hahax.. cool~ BBQ.. hahax but i must help to prepare for e food wif Edwin they all.. see im quite generous ba.. hahax..

Tmr oso got TOFU committee meeting.. hee... Anyway tofu ish a session where is meant for p6 ppl who going to join e youth ministry.. so tis will help to bond e relationship of e p6 & ym guys & gurls.. haha guess gonna to be fun.. lolx.. So happi tt im in one of e com.. haha thanks God for givin me e chance to serve ym..

Seriously.. i miss alot of ppl.. esp those i chat online with.. haix now cant really chat wif u guys as my com ish still down onli can use my auny com hahax.. yeah..

To ShangFen, guess ur N level ish goin on ba or comin soon~ Jia YOu.. study hard.. and i believe u can do well in ur N level and get a veri colourful colourful results.. hahax.. and hope u & ur bf will last 4eva & eva.. *mucakx* Take Care.. bye~

To GuanLong, really pai seh leh.. eh i tout ur bday ish 15 of sep but come out to be 15- 10 haha.. okay sorri.. anyway i have rush out ur present but not really a present.. hopefully u will receive it tmr or wed.. if nvr receive i can kill myself le.. haha.. anyway Happy Birthday!!

To all my senior in 4G, 4H, 5A & 5B in dmn, haha all the best in ur n level n o level haha do well kks?? Take care guys..!!

Actually, i missed all my fren like DJ.. those mention up there.. my 3G gang.. my 3H & 3I fren.. and my 3 sistax.. and my cousins and mani more.. haha.. miss u guys.. =D

Life have to continue no matter wad happen.. Live strong~ and continue to strive in wadever u do.. And dun give up on anything.. =D Persistant is e word for me to continue achieve wad i wan.. and God ish e one who will support me no matter wad.. =D YEah~ tt's how great my God ish..!!

2005-09-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

Princess ish back again..?? Hmm.. anyone miss her.. guess nope ba.. its okay..!! Hahax.. I have a wonderful & great father who will miss me..!! Yeah!! How Great is our God..???

Tish week can say quite not a nice week 4 me.. every single day i slep at 10pm plus & woke up at 4am to study for my common test.. haix.. and every single day i have headache cos i jus cant rmb things i read.. haix..

Im veri angry & sad wif myself.. y i didnt study hard..?? y my brain is always not working?? haix.. y i cant rmb sch things.. instead sad things i will rmb so clearly.. haix.. Im so angry with myself for not studyin my emaths.. fail by 3 marks.. y im stupid?? haix.. guess is i didnt ppl in enough effort..

Haix..

Finally common test over hopefully i wont fail more den 4 sub.. Is time to enjoy 4 1 week den stress again for final year exam.. hahax..

Im quite piss with my class.. haix.. okay lo.. they got secret here n there.. and good lo.. dun wish to tell me.. and some more say so loud n irrating in class..haix.. if dun wish to tell me.. den dun say in class.. haix.. even u all don tell me i oso can find out wen times past.. cox ur voices is loud.. haix.. argh...

Im so luan now..!! haix.. ok love u love u not?? no idea~ confusion.. haix.. see ur blog see ur friendster.. seee ur ahem.. ok jk.. haha.. ai ya dun do wad.. ok.. shall seek e kingdom first.. yeah!! haha..

Yeah~ haix.. guess i cant come online any often le.. haix.. com.. still spoilt.. den aunt com onli can wait for her come back.. which donno wen le.. haix.. anything sms me lo.. i cant chat with u all online.. den i'll miss u all wen days past.. haixx... misses u~ Oh no~

Haix..~~ Nowdays so mani couples in moi class.. [soon] i think.. haha.. so envy em.. but change oso fast haix.. I jus wan to find one tt ish everlasting till die.. haha not easy man.. lolx.. guess mus slowly find.. sure there's one.. haha..

Suddenly.. i fall in love with this song.. How great is our God.. wen i see thru my file.. in com...

The splendor of a King
Clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice

He wraps Himself in light
And darkness tries to hide
And trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age He stands
And time is in His hands
Beginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The God
head Three in One
Father Spirit Son
The Lion and the Lamb
The Lion and the Lamb

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Name above all names
Worthy of all praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God

How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God, and all will see
How great, how great is our God

2005-08-19T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hey! Hey!

Guess what?? Ish e last day of e weekdays haha.. Thank God for creatin e days for sch and as well for fun.. hahax.. Thank God for creatin e earth.. or else there's no me or u.. hahax.. Thank God for everythin u gave me.. Amen..

Hahax.. its so fun.. den one week has pass.. and two more weeks to common test.. OH NO!! Hahax.. mus start to study n study.. in order to have good results.. yea.. agree?? hahax..

This week ish quite a stress week.. as teachers are reachin all e work.. and revise with us.. and for us students we mus rmb all e things that teachers teach.. but u shld noe wan me to rmb all.. it takes a veri veri long time.. haha.. as im a STM princess.. =)

Haha.. tmr is DMN drama night.. but i still donno wad to wear.. hmmm.. hahax.. y mus wear formal.. sch so baised lo.. choir they nvr say cannot wear informal but drama they say cannot wear.. not fair..!! Oh no..

Hahax.. im so bored now.. donno do wad.. tok to ppl no one reply.. so piss.. hmm.. argh...

I miss sabrina.. hope she'll get well soon..
I miss georgiana.. hope our friendship will last 4eva..
I miss angie.. actually not really i saw her few mins ago.. hahax..
I miss u.. haix.. u lo.. who ish readin now..

Hahax.. oh ya.. veri big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my kor =Weifeng= .. hee.. 17th le.. hahax.. hope all ur dreams n wishes will come true.. and all e best.. hee..!! =)

Oh no guess i'll have breast cancer soon.. haha today play bball hit there so pain.. haahx..

2005-08-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. 1 more day and ish weekend again~ haha tish week weekend ish going to be fun for me.. i think so~ haha.. sat goin 4 dmn drama night @ VCH.. wif Ben, Kelly, Keat Hui, Andre, Alvan, Aziya, Zub, Hamizan, Sok Theng & Edmund.. goin to support guan hui.. haha.. e 3G gang.. hahax..

Today lesson as usual.. but it seems more n more bored each day.. haix.. But today weather ish so nice to slp in class.. hahax.. So tired everyday.. hope can slp for 48hrs.. hahax.. im so sian~ really miss those fun days i have in sch n outside sch.. not like now bored till nth too say..

Wooh~ cold wind blowin at me.. so cold..

hahax.. tmr i was in sch till 5 help to do council board wif sab, geo jl, aileen and 2 kind soul, ben n jerome.. hahax.. yea~ den i help to bring hm e car to paint.. haha ben & jerome draw veri nice.. hahax.. den jerome, ben walk wit me & sab to esso bus stop.. den jerome keep pullin my bag so ben & sab can tok.. but if i let sab n ben alone.. sure sab will angry.. so i have to walk wif her.. n ben ish so shy lo.. den at bus stop me & jerome give em chance to tok but they nvr tok.. haix.. i feel so awakard in between my 2 best fren.. hmmm.. wad i can i do??

Hahax.. den came hm online.. tok to DJ & my pri sch fren.. haha den make fun of em.. cox long time nvr chat or see each other le.. hahax.. den wan to paint my car.. den ben ben & jer jer draw.. den 7.45 or so.. went popular to buy pen as well as so called "fetch" ppl.. haha.. or shld say "see" e person.. cox tt person miss princess.. right?? i knew it.. haha princess miss u too.. den come back finish e car.. haha.. so fun~ but paint till not so nice.. hahax..

So sian.. hopefully tmr will be a fine day.. hope no choir.. hahax..

Im so tired to do anything.. hahax.. but mus study.. i mus pass all my sub 4 common test..

Hopefully.. normally councillor & e exco will be together as one and won dislike one another.. yeah!! we will still be fren no matter wad..

Fren 4va.. <3 u guys & gurls..

** Miss MAVIS SOO.. lolx..
as well as
** Miss SHANG FEN.. lolx..

Take care & all e best..!! mucakx

2005-08-16T05:28:00.000+08:00

Haix.. sian now ish 5.44am.. and im awake le.. haix.. i wan to slp.. but cant had to wake up early to print & type council lower sec duty cum green club de.. haix.. sian.. but no worries can slp for 15 mins.. haha.. guess today will be another sian day.. hopefully, i will be able to understand wad e teacher tokin abt and wont fall asleep ba.. hahax.. haix.. today oso got council meetin @ 2.15pm.. they goin to say e next batch ex-co.. haha.. i mostly noe who will get it le.. haha.. those close to me sure get in de.. cox princess bring luck to em not herself.. haha jk.. hahax.. anyway whoever it exco i congrats u all.. but those not.. its okay.. we are still fren n in e same council.. yea~! okay shall go slp le..

Lord.. pls bless me wisdom n strength to study and whateve im goin to do later.. and bless all my families, my friends, DJ hahax.. and everyone safe and secure in ur hands whenever they go.. they will be saf e and sound.. yea~ and thank God for whatever u give me.. and forgive my sins.. thank God.. In Jesus name we pray.. Amen

Nitex nitex guy!
Morning Mornin gurls!

2005-08-14T16:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. so tired~ hahax.. guess cox not enough sleep ba..

Because.. ytd i slept around 12am plus.. as DMN CHOIR got farewell party cum bbq.. hahax.. ok ish quite fun but veri tiring.. cox instead of enjoyin myself im doin work to entertain myself.. hahax.. i help out with JiaYu in e canteen.. can say ish fun doin preparation.. hahax.. den help out BBQ e food for Zerlina, Iffah & their grp.. hahax.. den i burn my hand but i didnt notice till e end of BBQ.. while BBQ i tok to my junior hahax.. quite fun.. den later wen to play bball.. play 4 awhile pack up.. go hm.. BUT i pei JiayU wait 4 her parents cox as usual she scared of dark ba.. so ya wait till her parents come den i slowly scroll hm.. reach hm bath, eat den slp.. so tired~

Den it surprise tt i can wait up early i tout i would slp till 12pm or so.. but not instead i woke up at 8am without feelin tired.. Its a mircle.. Guess is a thanks to my Lord.. as he know i have to get up early n prepare 4 church.. and so therefore i wont feel tired even i slept late woke up early.. Thanks Lord.. Hee.. wake up, bath, eat and off i go to church 4 service.. hee went for 11am church.. today my fren baptism.. im so happi.. Congrate Elaine.. we are e daughters of our heavenly father.. amen.. after service wen to eat wif my aunt - Xiao Gu and bro.. at foodcourt.. den tok tok haha so fun~ as hardly we can sit together n chat.. den i went back church for YOUth Ministry.. haha.. and Natasha pai seh me again~ Argh!! But its okay~ haha i go for church oso not for her but for Christ.. yea~ U are holy~ holy~ Im holy~ holy~.. haha oops im so christian-ly-ty.. hahax.. yea den today ish speaker session.. den ber is e speaker he tok abt his MISSION IMPOSSIBLE @ Japan, Tokoyo.. which is a mission trip to spread e Gospel of God.. is veri interestin and i learn smth out of it.. and i wish in future will get a chance to go for mission trip.. yea~ haha den we got worship as usual.. but tis wk is the last time tt ONE VOICE is goin to lead e worship in future weeks.. is different cell grp goin to lead e worship.. haha guess it'll be veri cool~ and fun~.. haha.. yeah~ after worship den i came hm..

Feelin so high now..~ Praise e Lord..!! Guess i shall go pack my table study and watch my drama show zhen qin.. hee.. haha see my aunt pack her rm i oso wan to.. okay~

Tmr ish another new week.. and mus be a fullfilled week & happy week for me.. as tt's e life i wan to have.. haha.. yea.. wooh~ and council goin to announce e EX CO.. hmm.. no matter i in or out.. council ish still council.. even got rank anot.. we are still a council family.. and hopefully not cox of tis exco thingy n u all quit council.. like wad winnie & her sis mavis say.. "i nvr heard of councillors quittin i onli heard tt councillors kana sack.. if u wan to quit den wad's e point comin to counil at e first place.." tis makes me understand tt no matter wad happen i wont quit council unless i kana sack den no choice lo.. hee..~

YEa!! Everyone let's live a happy & fun life.. no matter wad happen..!!

2005-08-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

Finally e week has come to an end.. haha can have mine weekend le.. lolx.. Nth much happen today lo.. I jus noe i stare at e com for so long le.. den veri blur blur haha..

Today after sch go hm change den go n study wif angie at tampines.. den saw uncle ben ben, kh, cj, kelly, jl & pam.. haha.. den study le go hm.. wen to find my bro.. den saw ROYCE kiang.. den we went to find my bro.. it such a disappointment.. my bro is messin wif some irratin guys at bball court better dun cum near me or else.. u dead.. haha.. den me n royce.. stand somewhere in front of e mini mart near e bball court and tok 4 15 mins haha.. drinkin water.. we oso donno doin wad.. den wen hm.. haha den since den i online till now.. haha.. xiang royce sia.. as well as mavis.. as well as dj.. haha.. im so tired n hot now.. haha.. guess my hse here gt accident jus now got such a loud blast.. lolx..

hmm shall end here.. im too blur to write anything.. haha.. tmr got choir farewell party.. hee..!!

2005-08-11T15:59:00.000+08:00

Im gonna be CRAZY soon le.. seriously..!! Crazy Crazy!! Is totally madness lo.. can u believe.. one day have 5 different tests.. and someone ish every single got one tests.. I tell u one day u will see me in SMH.. haha sim meng hong.. no la s'pore mental hospital.. Is crazy lo..!! After holiday 5 tests.. haix.. headache.. stress.. crazy.. If this continue everyday i'll soon go berserk.. HELP HELP!!

Haix.. it seems some ppl wants to quit council.. haix.. dun quit ma.. council ish gonna be fun after e adjustment.. dun quit now..!! Haix.. oh no selection of ex co ish comin soon~.. hmmm~ will i have a chance in ex co.. i doubt not ba.. council got so many more potential councillors den me.. but no matter wad i must have faith in myself.. and mus believe my potential too.. no matter bein an exco or normal council.. we are still a council family.. and fren of council 4eva.. Heart of Dunman~ Yeah!!

Haha.. listenin to FM 100.3 and i jus knew tt.. today ish oso a valentines day.. yea~ haha.. ish a chinese or smth like tt.. not veri sure.. haha.. anyway HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all of u!! esp to all my lurve ones.. like my sistax.. haha.. dj... haha.. and uncle ben ben, kelly, menghong, jerome, yiting, winnie, kaileng, kahmin, siangling, pearly, yuanhui, chunglim, chuanjie, hamizan, peiyun, kenneth, keathui, peiyun, vanessa, soktheng, edmund, weina, alvan, asyraf, hakim, hakam, andre, zubadiah, aziya, kim koon, guanhui, weelun, jinrong, evlis, kensho, sabrina, georgiana, jasmine tai, jiayu, andre wang, wanting, tarriq, aileen, maisie, mansi, zhenghong, junliang, waikit, tanest, yenkheng, matthais, sathiga, zong bao, wan ying, angie, shawn, galvin, priaya, sarah, zerlina, dainel, yan wei, wei si, durga, renath, guanlong, weifeng, vernon, james, yun, sheryl, natasha, maggi, jacko, shirmaine, fabian, jana, joseph, yvoone, evan and many many more~ yea..!! Im loved by many frenz and of course my daddy..

Hahax.. <3 u guys & gurls..!! Hmm.. shall go study now from now too study hard.. take care fren.. dun miss me hee..!! *mucakx*

Happy Birthday!! **Xiao Gu**

2005-08-10T15:08:00.000+08:00

*yawn*.. im so tired lo.. *yawn* Today went out at 10am with my aunt to Novena.. her school.. [san yu sch] to get her plannin file.. den we took bus 21 from my hse to there.. it tooks 1hr 30mins to reach.. so sian.. i sit till i wan to vomit le.. den reach le.. we went to eat chicken rice ish so nice.. but ex.. $10 for 2 person.. lolx.. den went to the sch.. ish so werid lo.. but quite interesting.. e sch is combine of sec & pri sch.. and those older den 20 yrs old de.. den got church too for e seventh day donno wad.. haha.. funni lo.. den after tt took bus 54 to Bishan Junction 8.. lolx.. around 15 mins.. den walk walk eat eat.. den took bus 53 hm.. =)

Haha.. and i brought a christian shirt cost $26.80 at J8.. haha its a princess pink shirt.. so nice~ lolx..

Jia Let~ tmr i got 5 tests.. wan my life meh?? haix.. im so tired shall sleep le..

Uncle ben ben.. cheer up kkx?? Dun be so sad.. give her some times to think it over.. Kkx??

<3 DJ.. haha <3 Princess... haha yeah~

2005-08-09T11:42:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. i feel like buyin tish CD but i no $$ but i can save

So shall i buy?? Hmmm..

Hmmm.. i oso feel like buyin tish CD leh..

I feel so holy.. i keep buyin christian cd..

But actually im holy.. and im a brand new person..

as i jus wen for holy communion on sunday..

which washes all my sin away.. and can say im once new again~

So what shld i do.. haix..!!

2005-08-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

Countin down~ 6 more hrs to National Day~ Princess shall GAO GE sing a Bday songs to SINGAPORE..!! Hahax.. Here it goes:::
(*) Happy Bday to Singapore.. ee.. ee..!! Happy Bday to Singapore.. ee.. ee..!! Happy Bday to Singappore..!! Happy..yy.. Bday... ay.. to Singapore..!! (*) [Glass breakin]

Wooh~ Singapore ish 40 years old tish year.. BUT Dunman Sec ish 42 yrs old tish yr.. So dunman are old..!!

Lolx.. tish yr e national day eve celebration ish so so so boring lo.. no fun de lo.. might as well dun go sch lo.. go sch 3 hrs and get chocolate n red beans.. lame lo..~ hahax.. but after sch.. Me, Sab, Geo & Angie.. went to tm to watch movie.. actually wanted to watch Bug me not but dun have le so watch chocolate e factory at 11.30am.. and u like brought e ticket at 10 plus lo.. so we went to mac and eat.. and some ppl jux piss me off lo.. if dun like me jus say la.. no need to chase me away de lo.. jus feelin so pai seh lo.. haix.. i almost cry but i bear my tears cox princess won cry so easily de.. won beat down so easily.. den we ate le.. den watch e movie.. e theatre 3/4 of it ish DUnmanites lo.. haha.. is so funni e show.. but i still prefer watchin horror movie ba.. lolx.. den after tt walk walk.. while walkin some ITE Simei students keep followin me lo.. Got 2 couples [tt means = 2 guys + 2gurls] but 1 ish not real couple but looks like.. whenever i go will see em de lo.. Hor?? hahax.. after walkin in cs wen hm.. im so tired lo~ den wen hm play piano.. den.. den.. donno y today im so scary cat lo.. i dun even dare to tell e vitagen auntie tt my mum not at hm no money to buy.. i so scared tt i hide under my pillow.. haha.. where's my faith?? haix.. shall go n reflect abit.. haix..

And im so bored at home lo.. haix.. and thinkin of last time national day wad i do.. and thinkin of e past where i have so much fun durin some days.. which i dun think i will get e chance any more.. haix.. anyway it will always be a best memory i ever had.. yea~

Hey.. tmr anyone wan to go Tampines AIA buliding to see SABRINA ANG PEI QI dance.. if interested let go together.. ish at 6.30pm.. kays?? Go support her.. especially.. Uncle BB..~ lolx..

<3 sotong n princess's gang.. =)

2005-08-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hey.. ish once again SUNDAY and ish e last day of e week le.. Lolx.. I shall summarise my week..

Tish week ish e 1st week of August.. hmmm~ Ish a tiring day, full of tests n test.. [stress] but FRIDAY ish e best day of moi week.. Yeah~ cause i went for Festival Of Praise.. YEah!! God ish so Awesome..!! So can say moi best day ish Friday although veri tired.. but i realli realli enjoyed e praise n worship dere.. and of course e accompany of u.. yeah~

Next week ish gonna be a relax week.. cause monday sch half day tuesday national day - public holiday and wednesday ish a school holiday.. BUT thurday ish 4 tests in a row day.. sian~ die le lo.. 4 tests..

Haha.. today went for 11am service.. and guess wad.. my church came a new pastor.. his our church 3rd pastor.. Pastor Aaron Tay.. He came from Jerffrey & James's church ba if not wrong cause he tok veeri fast i only heard bedok.. smth smth.. ya~ haha.. His has a pretty wife call Wendy and a cute 1 yr old son Nathan.. haha.. But donno why issca n desmond whenever he tok they sure laugh got so funni meh.. lolx

Haha today sermon ish abt Loving Self - Discipline of Rest, speaker ish Rev Dr Jonathan Seet - my chuch 1st pastor.. Haha.. Quite a funni sermon lo.. Mostly ish in e chapters Exodus 16 & Matthew 6:19-34.. And i think wad he say is really veri good.. Wad e point of worryin abt things.. wen God ish there..

The Folly of worrying

It is not effective.
It is not necessary.
It is not trusting in God

Yeah~ i totally agree on wad he said.. Worry is a libel against God.. Therefore we shld not worry abt anything.. and leave everythin to God.. as God will make a way when there seems to be no ways.. He works in ways we cannot see he wil make a way for me..

And the secret to peace and rest is to get our priorities right. [Seek First God's kingdom and his righteous.]

** Kingdom - the domain of a King.

** The kingdom of God is where God rules as king.

** Seek his righteous - to do what is right in God's sights.

God's show as the right way, one day everytime.

There's a song tt say:

Now by Might

Not by Power

But by the spirit of God..!!

Amen.. Therefore i'll trust my everything into God's hand.. and i shall not worry abt anything as God's has plan for me.. yeah~ Hahax.. I feel so holy cause today got holy communion after eatin e bread and drinkin e blood of God.. [not real la..] I believe tt God's has forgive all my sins.. and im once holy and clean.. =) Hee.. Amen..

After service wen to buy cup noodles for my lunch.. den wen hm eat play com den slp.. cox im down to flu again.. haix.. till now i got flu.. Oh no~ haix.. actually plan to go for FOP again.. but parents dun allow sad.. haix.. cause tmr got sch cannot stay too long.. haix.. last day of FOP le.. haix.. but tish yr FOP ish e best yr i ever had.. Amen..!!

Thank God for givin e orangize to have great plans and makin tish possible.. and thank God for giving em e strength to able to make tish a success.. Thank God for bringin all christian to FOP.. Thank God for e accomapny i have.. [tout i'll be alone but im not..] Thank God for e great time i had dere.. Thank God for hillsongs n delirious... And thank God for everything u have given to me.. Amen..!!

2005-08-06T19:26:00.000+08:00

Wooh~ e princess is once back again to blog her blog.. Hee..

Im saved from evil and all sinful things once again.. Yeah Praise the Lord..!! Haha.. Amen Amen.. Ytd ish e most memorable day and enjoyable i ever ever had tis yr.. =) Yeah!! Ytd i went to Kallang Statium for Festival of Praise.. wooh~ wen wif my bro in christ.. Mr Is It.. aka fat pig hahax.. Not say his fat la.. but it jux tt i love to say him fat.. tt's all.. haha.. Haha.. den actually got some others ppl but we 2 was late so no choice had to go ourselves.. hahax.. but we 2 looks so ku ku.. we walk to Kallang Indoor Statium cox take e bus veri long queue and we were late so we walk.. but e thing ish we donno how to walk.. so follow a batch of ppl but but they donno go where de.. nt going indoor statium.. den ish like we run walk run walk.. and we walk one big round lo.. sian 1/2.. haha finally we reach.. and ish like tian ah.. ppl ish as much as like goin national day.. hee.. but really have to thank my daddy tt so many ppl get to know him.. and they are saved from evil.. amen.. hope more n more ppl will get to know my daddy.. yeah!! Hee.. den finally we get in.. e whole day im thinkin of goin for FOP.. and really had to thank my daddy for answer my prayer.. cox i prayin day n night tt choir will end early and indeed it end early.. Amen praise e lord..~ haha.. yea.. den e thing start at FOP.. den 1st ish hillsongs came out.. and we sing one way.. eh and mani other song.. which i cant rmb e title.. den we sing jump n indeed we enjoyin ourselves there.. everyone there too.. den later delirious come in.. haha in a sweet way.. by sing a song using candle.. den after delirious ish sermon.. haha den we 2 play dere haha.. cox we 2 veri tired and hungry.. haha den we play wif our legs.. haha so childish.. ok nvm.. ya.. after sermon den ish back to hillsong and delirious.. den we left there around 10.20 or so.. cox if go late.. confirm alot of ppl.. Haha.. a giver who offering wadever they have ish a cheerful giver.. and IM A CHEERFUL GIVER but Mr isit not.. haha.. actually jux jk la.. he jux no cash.. haha.. **rmb..to give double on today.. haha yea.. den after tt we took mrt home.. so mani ppl.. whole place full of ppl.. haha..den we went mac to eat.. cox we veri hungry.. haha den guess wad i saw ROYCE KIANG.. and its a shock.. cox he looks so different without spec.. i tout my bro was bluffin me.. hahax.. den we 3 went hm together.. while in mac we saw s'pore ru hua.. haha make up until so thick so scary~ eee.. hahax.. wooh~ Seriously ytd e most enjoyable day i ever ever had.. mucakx.. thanks for pei me go.. hee..!!

Hahax.. den today i overslept.. i was so tired tt i cant wake up.. den i quickly change and run to loyang point i was so tired lo.. den make up change den rush to sch wif angie.. for choir.. haix.. den after choir which ends at 12 plus.. 8 to 12.. so tired lo~ den still got sec 3 practise.. den im like so dead le.. so tired.. den after tt got council "meetin" by 5 cute person.. den saw Royce kor kor wen me & sab goin out of sch.. so bad lo him.. huh royce kiang throw powder at me lo.. haha durin my bday throw flour at me now powder.. slap ur face haha..jk .. den i pour water at him so fun..den wen tm to eat.. wif sab.. den wen hm.. reach hm havent bath den slp le.. slp n slp till 6 plus eat.. den now watch tv play com.. later shall study le.. or else thur die le.. got 4 tests siao liao.. tok abt my class.. hai.. y so mani bad things happen.. and is all not chung fault y he kana suspense.. sian.. haix.. now my class like criminal.. cannot go in class until cher come.. haix..

Happy Birthday Ms Yew!!

Hope things will get well soon next week..!!
Ytd was my most happiest day..!!
Amen~
Mucakx.. aaii sii wo de jiex meix dix korx men.. =)

2005-08-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hey ish e 3rd day of august and so fast ish wednesday le.. and so far school is still that boring..
I wonder why I wonder how I wonder where they are.. hahax~~

Life ish sso boring.. everyday study eat do hw slp.. tt's my daily life man.. so bored.. and donno why i after sch jux feel like going hm and slp instead staying in sch but i have so many enrichment programme which makes me sian 1/2.. haix.. life ish so boring.. can somebody brighten my days??

Tish weeks is another tests week.. got so many tests lo.. cant stand it my brain ish goin to explo anytime le lah.. haix.. nth can goes to my mind.. argh.. donno y i keep forcin myself to rmb.. if dun rmb i'll die le.. and today i woke up 4am jus to study.. haix...

Hmm.. 2 more days to go.. countin down for festival of praise.. need to reach down to indoor stadium after choir.. hopefully choir end early.. plz end early.. plz plz plz..!! hee... but.. hmm.. guess someone ish gonna pai seh me le lo.. haix.. see likes i'll be alone den.. haix.. hopefully dun paiseh me.. if not i'll be bored there.. guess i will be alone on tt day le.. *sad, sob sob..* its always happen to me.. 4eva kana paiseh by ppl.. haix.. sad sad sad haix.. hopefully dun paiseh me.. or else i can knock my head to e wall le.. =(

Haix.. tomolo will be another sian day le.. haix.. =( Guess i shall go n slp leh.. im so sleepy~

2005-08-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

Its another new week of e month.. and ish a new month too.. and ish a new day for me to start anew..

Must study hard le or else gonna fail more den 4 subjects again den i shall hang myself on e celling..

Go Vanda Go..!! U can do it..!! Study hard..!! yea~

Today ish a new month n new day of e week.. but.. its doesnt seem to goes right 2day leh.. my class alot of unhappy things happen.. donno why all tis things mux start lo.. isnt tt good if everyone is happi with one another.. why mux create such a childish tt will spoilt one another relationships.. hai.. guess there's no peace in my class le.. and my class ish so hot lo.. fans all spoilt.. haix..

Den our ben ben kana scolded by Mr Bernard for wad reason i oso donno.. haix..

Today went to tm wif Kelly, Angie, Georgiana And Sabrina to buy puzzle for Jia yu's bday present.. and it cost $30.30 den we have no $$ to buy e frame so have to make one.. erm.. haha not tt nice overall.. cox i donno wad to draw.. yea.. and im so happi.. guess wad.. me, angie & kelly we took last den 2hrs finish e puzzle 300 pieces.. haha actually we wanted to give up after 1hr but we motivate one another and ended up finish everything so happi.. motivation reall helps..!! yeah!!

Cant wait FOP - Festival of Praise.. is comin on tis fri, sat & sun..!! Haha.. im booked on fri by MOE to go FOP, den sat booked by PMC Ym to go FOP, guess sun oso goin.. with keneth and cj ba.. tis not confirm le.. cox i'll be dead by den.. Hopefully fri no choir den no need to rush there..!! *prayin hard no choir on friday*

JEsus son of our living God..!!

Tmr got tests again.. Oh my tian.. haha.. guess i shall slp le.. so tired.. zzzzz

Misshin my sistax.. haha n u n u n u n all of u!!

2005-07-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey.. today finally finish e bible quiz thingy.. although my serene grp nvr win BUT we have lots of fun.. yeah!! Hahax.. And i oso learn tt our right hand ish always jesus.. and i oso learn tt mux study bible as will help to gain some intrestin tt nvr get to learn in school.. Amen..!!

Hahax.. after e quiz me n nat went to white sand to finish up our hw.. den walk around dere.. den went hm.. after tt me n aunt went cyclin at pasir ris park ish so windy.. den went elias and eat.. den go home.. haha.. Im a energetic princess.. lolx.. came hm finish all my stuff pack bag.. do duty list.. guess now.. ish time for me to sleep.. as today is such a fullfilled day as i learn lots of new stuff.. haha shld let my brain rest for now..

Night gurls & guys..!!

2005-07-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

("v") Hey Hey.. Guess what Guess what ish a big day for my bestest.. Haha.. Today ish my bestest JIA YU bday..!! Happy Bday to JiaYu Happy Bday to JiaYu Happy Bday to JJJIIIAAA YYUU Happy Bday to u..!! Haha she's 15 le.. *clap clap* Haha..

Jia Yu, ish nice being ur fren 4 7 yrs le.. and ish nice being ur fren.. Hee.. Hope all ur dreams will come true.. And.. forget all those sad things.. and from now on live a HAPPI days.. kays?? Friends 4eva & eva.. and ur present will cum soon..!!

("v") Haha.. today went orchard.. tish e 3rd time i went orchard wif my fren.. haha cox im veri lazy to go orchard so far.. but for some other reason i'll go.. Haha.. 1st time go dere for CIP, 2nd time go dere 4 x'mas countdown, 3rd time which ish today go for cousin cum uncle outing.. haha.. all i go ish cox of u all.. as u all are my everything... Yeah!!

Afternoon, went out wif Shirmaine, Fabian, my sis, my bro & Uncle James.. haha.. went orchard walk wallk.. guess we so long nvr see each other den donno wad to talk.. haha esp me.. i oso donno tok wad.. sorry..!! Haha but ish nice see em once again.. as long time nvr see each other le.. as my cousins stay in north, my uncle stay in west & me stay in east.. so poor thing rite.. haha.. But no matter wad happen cousin & uncle will nvr seperate.. haha..

("v") Its seem all my fren are happi with their life.. and those who have gf/bf are havin a veri sweet life.. haha so sweet till im so jealous lo.. tian mi mi.. =) but see u all so sweet to ur other part.. i shall be happi for u all.. hee.. hope it will last 4eva.. and those who.. like me.. SINGLE.. dun worry.. we will still have a sweet life.. cox got me.. haha.. and soon we will find one nice guy or gurl soon de.. DUn worry be happi..

("v") Oh No No No..!! Oh Gotch.. I havin study my bible on matthew n joshua.. oh gotch tmr got bible quiz muz go study le.. Mitchell serene grp must win no matter.. Yea go go go.. We gurls will win de.. but if onli if we lost.. den its okay cox confirm will have fun time in it de.. yeah yeah yeah yeah.. ur word is a lamp unto my path.. haha... We rocks..!!

("v") Misses my sistax.. u! U! u! haha... n my korx, dix, jiex, meix, baobeix & steadx.. haha..!! my sotong family.. consist of all of em.. haha.. cox im sotong they oso.. *bleah* neh neh pu pu

2005-07-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. today i abit PMS sorri leh.. to those who i shouted at u or scolded u.. sorri i oso donno wad's wrong wif me.. but i'll promise i'll change n never do it again.. sorri!!

Ya today lesson as per normal.. nth special.. haix.. gonna fail geo le.. tian ah mostly every copy but y i so stupid lo.. haix.. tmr is racial harmony day celebration.. haha wooh 3G 100% wearin smth haha.. ish gonna be fun.. yea.. we have nice teachers of course have nice students like us.. haha..

Hmmm.. keep thinkin of.. hmmm.. smth.. maybe of u.. hmmm.. haix.. life have been changed w/o u.. haix.. from good to bad to worse.. haix..!! =(

2005-07-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

Haha.. so cold.. i keep snezzin.. haix..
today as per normal got school.. and everythin as per normal u see..
haha.. except today got NE tour can say bored can say fun donno leh..
haha.. we went around singapore river, eh clarke quay, eh tanjour pangar.. smth like tt..
haha.. we walk almost around singapore river.. quite fun.. singing playing laughin.. haha at cj = chuan jie.. haha cj mum is vj.. cj dad is dj.. den we walk slowly cox.. cj injure leg kelly injure toe.. so we walk slowly haha.. den i become their servant carry their paper 4 em.. haha actually jerome ish my servant help me carry but ended up i carry.. haha den we went to makan at a food court.. so full loh.. and we did a disgustin thing.. we miz all e chill wif my laska soup and drink.. yucks.. ya den 6 plus wen hm.. pei kelly & rest eat.. den go hm around 7.30pm plus reach hm 8 plus pm.. haha and im so tired.. den eat, bath, do hw... guess sleepin le.. tmr mornin mus study for geo test.. sian 1/2.. hope my life more fun leh.. everyday so bored lo.. sch sch n sch onli.. haix =(

2005-07-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

Its another new day.. haha and ish a COLD day.. so cold tt im freezin in class lo.. lolx.. haha.. wad a cold weather today.. but veri nice.. to sleep haha.. so tt's means im going to slp le.. yea~ haha and ish a mircle tt i woke up early.. 4.30am.. cox i wanted to study but of course i got study la.. haha..

Today got choir as usual.. is so slack lo.. and i admit i veri reckless today.. cox e weather make me want to slp lo.. den i cannot tahan and makin noises.. sorry~!! haha.. sian 27, 29 & 3 got speech day rehersal haix.. so mani days need to stay back.. sian 1/2..

Haha.. im a pig.. pig.. pig but a cute little princess pig.. haha..

yea im cant wait 4 sat.. goin for cousin cum uncle outing.. hmmm.. do i have smth on.. oh no.. is okay.. cousin n uncle is more impt den anyone else.. haha.. mucakx.. cant wait to see u all n hear different stories from u all.. haha.. yahoo~

For i cant help fallin in love with sotong.. haha sotong so cute.. why there's no soft toys or things tt is sotong

Cant forget u & u & u.. how?? How?? how?? arhahaha...

2005-07-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

Im so HOLY..!!

Haha.. Guess why i say tt?? Cause.. haha.. i brought 1 christian CD.. sang by Deb Fung.. ytd she came to my church service.. her singing ish nice & sweet.. tt's y i use up all my $$ jux to buy.. haha.. and all e songs she wrote it herself.. and is so meaningful.. =) Anyone wan to listen i can learn u..?? Haha.. Her voice so nice.. haha maybe my future can be a composer compose christian songs like her.. *ahem* haha.. and den ytd my sis oso brought a Cd.. sang by Hillsongs United.. got my favourite song.. One way, Evermore, Consuming Fire & More than Life.. Haha.. so im so holy.. Amen..!! Hahax..

Haha.. ytd i went 4 serene which is call cell grp and i learn a veri meaningful lesson.. and tis may be our last cell grp as e followin weeks got speaker session.. bible quiz.. and other event.. haha.. one fun thing.. our ym is going FOP - Festival Of Praise together as YM.. yahoo~ Ya.. talkin abt my ytd serene session.. our cell grp leader share with us her relationship story.. is like actually she has a admirer who ish veri nice to her and take care of her.. but they didnt start the relationship as his not a christian.. as she say that cox different religion will not have e same to thing to communciate den e relationship wont last tt long overall.. as bible says that smth like.. relationship wont last as in different religion cox.. wen u die u & him will go n find different God as in u will not ended up see-in each other in e same place.. as in one will go Heaven one go hell.. smth like tt lo.. so tt's y she doesnt wan to start e relationship.. and i think i oso gonna be like her ba.. haha.. bible quiz die i havent study for it.. wish me good luck~ haha..!!

Haha.. is another new week.. haha.. and tis week is some sort of test week full of test.. jus finish my emaths test.. tml got amaths & chinese test.. haha.. test test test im going berserk.. haha.. And today 3G 3G listen careful ish 3G.. won e debate so happi~ congrate man.. Kelly, Alvan, Hamizan & Edmund.. great jobs.. buut 3I don sad kkx.. u all oso did well don worry.. Haha.. Yea Mdm Rohana is gonna to be happi till siao as both 3C & 3G won e debate.. hahax.. so happi..

Im so holy.. Jesus.. are my everything..!!
Jesus Freak!!
Amen!!

Fun

2005-07-23T16:12:00.000+08:00

Today ish e most relax & fun school function i ever did..!! Ish so cool lo.. haha.. today ish e openin of e Thumbs Up launch.. and there's a mini concert at DMN.. and even stars came.. so cool!! And they give away apple shuffle.. [mp3] haha but i didnt get.. guess im not tt lucky overall.. haha... and is like can jump jump jump.. haha so happi.. and i, geo and sab we went to join volunteerin work.. haha and we so happy.. and they love orange me too.. orange rocks..! haha..

After tt we went tm mac eat fries n drink.. den go toilet.. e toilet ish so crowded lo.. den we go floor by floor jux goin toilet.. den we went home.. haha.. now im so bored at hm rottin soon..

Haix.. y those i lurve dun like me and those i dun lurve like me.. hmmm.. wad's e world becomin.. haha.. guess i shld concentrate on studies.. such things still got time for it.. yea..

Lurve me?? Lurve me not??
<3 sotong.. haha...!!

Hey MOE.. so wad's e results 4 superstar?? or u fall asleep.. pig ar..!! haha 72kg going to 82kg den 92kg.. wooh fat..!!

scary moment!!

2005-07-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

Wo ai ni ai zhe ni jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi~!! Tis song nice man.. Im lovin it..!!

Today ish e most scary day i ever had man.. haha.. cause today i was doing announcements.. and i have sore throat tt causin me have not much voice u see.. tt's why wont say until veri nice or wad lo.. haha sorry leh..!! Ya but hor.. ncc ppl ar.. esp e commander dun shout so loud leh.. i kana shock sia.. shock till so loud.. haha made me more scared haha.. ya after tt mrs yao ask me to help in prize table 4 e sport table.. haha.. wooh~ im so.. erm.. so.. PRINCESS haha i oso donno wad to say..

And today ish totally cool... choir 1/2hr den i went hm and den wen ws eat ice cream.. muhahaha~

But im still tired and havin sore throat so irrating.. haha.. tmr still need to go to sch.. guess i shall slp early.. or else tmr i late to meet angie, shawn & galvin.. haha..!!

Anyway.. I miss u!! yesh u?? ya u?? don think too much.. ish u?? haha..!! I love YOu *mucakz*

Rain Down On Me..!! (*)

2005-07-21T17:46:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today i have MC not potent hor..!! Im seriously sick and got MC kkx..?? Hahax.. anyway im such a good princess where will potent school de.. NEVER!! =) =)

Ok, today whole day ish so BORED lo.. i have been sleepin & sleepin.. haha but now am awake.. Open the eyes of my heart Lord.. haha.. after sleepin for so long.. donno why i feel so holy suddenly.. haha.. [Rain down].. To kill my boredom i went to my bro table and saw tis GRID book which is a christian book meant for my bro age to study about christ den i found some things ish so useful.. haha i shall share with u all.. so mus read on although it may be bored.. Yea..!!

Faith is the Key
We are all unique, being a christian doesnt mean conforming to what other people think we should look like or followinfg religions rules in order for God to accept us. It is all down to faith in Jesus.. although as Paul also says that is the beginning of a journey for us all (Philippians 3:12)

Phillippians 3:9
"..Now I am right with God, not because I followed the law, but because I believe in Christ. God uses my faith to be right with him."

Yea i agree that faith is the key of it.. w/o faith nth can be done successfully.. we must have faith in wadever we do.. no matter e results of it is good or bad.. we jus have to have faith in urself.. and believe urself u can do it u can do it.. and u will never know.. e results may be GOOD instead of BAD as u believe in urself..

So BELIEVE in urself..!! As there's one song called.. wen u believe.. When u believe there will be mircal..

Haha im so hungry where's my mummy~ I wan food I wan food..!! Lolx.. Ok tmr i goin to say announcement How?? Im scared.. haha.. I muz have faith in myself.. right yea?? so everythin will goes right tml.. *praying hard* haha...

Lalalalala.. elmo's world..!!

2005-07-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hahax.. tis survery so lame.. oh ya.. haha.. today ish a new week.. and im sick.. i havin flu for e whole day.. guess cox of e rain.. *sob sob*.. haix.. im sick 4eva sick..

Ytd ish sunday haha.. have fun time in service cox most of my song my favourite..!! hahax.. nervous** gettin ready for next week performance.. =)

And i saw someone.. scary man.. haha rite nat.. lolx..

Tish week is e most unlucky week for me i guess.. got announcement need to say, piano performance.. eh lots of test test test.. Oh my tian.. hahax.. yeah..!!

Planet shakers.. suddenly missed e song.. Yeah! Yeah! Your word is the lamb unto my path..

Sec 3 (NA) chinese test book.. e 2nd chapter e story ish so touching.. seriously.. i listen i almost feel like cryin..

Im veri annoyed by u all.. stop sayin me & him can anot.. is irratin lo.. and i dun like him la.. haix.. y cant u all believe me.. and stop e nonsense.. i like someone else.. and not him.. STOP IT>>> be4 i ANGRY.. argh...

The one i love... ish You!! << tish is e first line wen e show.. erm.. donno wad 9pm @ Channel 8 de.. haha =)

Shall end here~ and study le..

MOE so bad.. miss me will die izzit..!! Hmm... lolx..

-princess-

2005-07-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hahax.. Im so bored so copied tis from someone.. Guess who?? A clue a pig.. haha.. =)

1. whose picture that you keep on your wallet?
My wallet.. MINE pic.. and neoprints of my fren.. =)

2. what time do you go to bed?
School hours, normally 10pm ++..
Weekend, normally 12am ++..

3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
I did alot of things.. eh.. do hw.. chat.. record show for my mum.. and watchin tv..

4. who's the one you always meet the most?
Georgiana & Sabrina.. moi sistax..

5. who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?
999.. haha depend i dun really call ppl.. =)

6. what's on your mind right now?
Alot of things.. e.g. tmr chem test, sayin announcement on fri, piano performance on sun, test of different sub, y all bad things happen to me, y ai de ren bu shi wo, y im bankrupt on first day.. Haha.. =)

7. who's number on your speed dials?
Hometown (Sin & Malaysia), Dad, Sister, Aunt, MOE and ... Uncle..

8. with whom do you wanna be to have fun?
Moi cute cute fren.. =) cousins.. =) and family.. =)

9. what movie do u wanna watch now?
E chinese show.. erm.. veri cute de.. something to do with bugs..

10. when was the last time you went out?
Today..

11. what do you hate the most for now?
Stress!! and see things tt made me sad..

12. when was the first time you slept alone?
Wen i was p1.. but alone as in bed.. but room no.. wif sistax..

13. what do you wanna do for now?
Hurry up finis my test and everything.. den can play..

14. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep at home?
Study, play piano pr guitar, Watch tv, listen music and play games

15. what could piss you off?
Nonesene

16. fave pet?
Rabbit, Fish & Hamster

17. colors that make you happy?
ORange , red & Blue..!!

18. most fave thing in your room?
BEd, soft toys, radio, moi table, moi things & moi baby booster..

19. what was the last thing you bought for your room?
Magazine

20. any instruments in your room?
Guitar & Piano

21. do you cook?
Yeah!!

22. miss someone?
YEa.. miss e someone..

23. plan to buy something?
Not really..

24. are you satisfied with your life now?
Ya.. guess so..

25.do you like seafood?
Yeah

26. breakfast or dinner?
Dinner, dun really eat breakfast..

27. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
Nth

28. did you eat breakfast today?
Nope

29. do you recycle?
Yea, im in GREEN CLUB & oso recycle compeition committe leh..

30. do you have a laptop?
Ya.. wait long long..

31. what's your favorite fast food?
MacDOnald

32. cats or dogs?
Dogs

33. salty or sweet?
Sweet

34. city or country?
City

35. what's your favorite jeans?
Levis

36. Is kissing normal for your age?
Erm.. okay lo..

37. are you athletic?
Nope.. but i still can run

38. do you swear?
Nope..

39. would you ditch your friends for a date?
Nope..

40. do you have your own cell phone?
Yea.. if got trouble den call me i'll entertain u..

41. what do you wear to bed?
Shirt & short

42. ever had a crush on a teacher?
Yea.. now.. mr wong.. handsome man.. but i won fall in lurve wif him..

43. coke or pepsi?
None

44. sugar or spice?
NOne

45. can you use chopsticks?
Yea..

46. do you like to read for pleasure?
Magazine.. and bible..

47. do you care about getting good grades?
Yesh..

48. have you ever fallen asleep in class?
Ya!!

49. get a job or ask your parents for money?
Cant work now cox still studyin if can i'll work

50. is your dad strict?
Nope, his nice

51. do your parents give you enough privacy?
Yesh..

-The End-
[Finally im done.. haha.. computer lacking]

2005-07-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Sonicfest ish the Singapore's annual cutting-edge Christian music and creative arts festival, and aims to put Singapore on the Christian contemporary music festival world map. Each year we hope to create a larger platform to showcase Christian artistes, as well as to equip and envision Christian musicians and artistes.

Haha ish on 28 to 30 of july..

I wanted to go but.. hai.. guess no time.. sadded..

Happy!!

2005-07-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hahax.. Im so HAppY today.. lolx.. Hahax.. so long nvr c u today get 2 c u.. so Happi.. hee.. haha.. im HappY till nth can express my feeling.. lolx.. Im crazie le.. so cute!!

Hahax.. mornin i run around seashell park few rounds be4 some moe come ish so fun runnin in e rain so cool.. haha.. den go central walk walk makan den go home..

Reach hm change den go tm de ljs eat with Georgiana den we 2 abit crazie donno why.. haha.. keep laughin.. den i so blur today.. den we go for post motem.. den 6plus den end.. den pei my fren go kfc eat den i go hm den eat.. e bus ride ish so long and bored.. aiyo sit till i back pain... lolx

wow everyday see u i think i'll be the happiest princess in e world man.. =)

wow tmr is sunday again haha.. goin to church 2 more weeks im goin to perform in e chinese service for my church as pianoist.. hee

zZzzzZzzz

2005-07-16T08:34:00.000+08:00

Smth ish wrong with me ytd.. is like after comin back from tm [around pm plus].. i slp till 4pm plus i wake up bath.. den went back to bed all the way to 9pm plus wake up and eat.. den slp again.. without knowin my hp got missed called msg and everything.. normally my phone rang i'll wake up but donno why.. is like total.. i slp for 3pm plus to 9am.. oh no sound like pig..

Im very sorry to Vernon and rest.. Pai seh i paise they all.. ytd suppose to go Vernon's party.. but i was sleepin like a pig till i cant wake up no matter wad rings.. Sorry Sorry sorry!!.. Hee..

And now my eyes still swollen like ytd.. veri pain wen blink.. OUCH!! Haha..

Today while sleepin i dreamt of something.. eh but sleepin how u noe wad im dreamin.. funni.. so that means im not sleepin.. haha den wad im doing.. lolx.. haha.. okay ya.. eh i forgot wad le.. eh.. Oh is like.. me & my bf [which currently i don have la] den still got my sis and someone lea.. den ish like my bf is going to die cause of smth.. cant rmb wad.. den in order to survive.. me, my sis.. and my family need to give a cup of water to let 500 or 50 ppl to drink.. at the time i seriously.. i real life im crying.. i oso donno y.. den at e time i woke up.. and there's still tears.. will dreams come true??

Hai.. lata got post motem sian... 1pm to donno wad time.. haha

('x') Useless.. mei you yong mei you yong..

2005-07-14T21:18:00.001+08:00

2 of us.. and onli 2 of us.. haha.. my sistax aka mei.. hee.. =)

Today ish so called BAD DAY for me ba.. 1stly: I forgot to bring my SS wb.. [blur me] and was kana punish by standin up for 1 preiod.. 2ndly: I was kana scolded 4 not tuckin in my LTC shirt.. which normally no one does.. haix.. why?? why.. im kana scolded 4 everything.. arghh..

Lesson as per normal.. BORING!! And im still SICK.. why is e flu and headache keep coming to me.. haix.. After sch, go do green club duty.. i was so tired and i was sweating like no one business.. ya.. and as usual i talk to plant play wif e plant sing to the plant.. do all sort of funni things to e plants.. okay.. den me & sab.. went to council rm.. den we sweep and clean e council rm.. ish so dirty and so mani ppl go council rm.. no one cares to just swept it or pick up the litter.. wad tis lo.. council rm every council goes in.. and is so hard to clean it meh.. den after cleaning, me & sab slowly scroll to esso bus stop den took bus to interchange to eat ice cream & mac.. haha.. den eat eat tok tok.. den we went hm.. ya.. and i slept till 8 plus.. and wanted to record my voice.. is jus tt i keep singing out of tune.. irrating.. haix.. haix..

Den come online after being so irratied.. and i still havent record lo.. die le la.. haix.. come online.. chit chat with royce, guan long, kelly, jerome, chuan jie, maisie.. and donno who la.. haix.. ya den go friendster see see.. go ppl blog read.. go do evaulation form 4 ltc.. den like tis n tt.. hai.. ya.. den i pass thru a blog.. and was shocked.. to read tt u were in hospital n injured.. wanted to sms.. u but.. if i do.. i noe u will think im so irrating and being so kpo.. but i feel so worried for u.. but i donno wad to do.. ahh.. and now i feeling so frausted.. haix... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

('x') Useless.. mei you yong mei you yong..

2005-07-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today ish so called BAD DAY for me ba.. 1stly: I forgot to bring my SS wb.. [blur me] and was kana punish by standin up for 1 preiod.. 2ndly: I was kana scolded 4 not tuckin in my LTC shirt.. which normally no one does.. haix.. why?? why.. im kana scolded 4 everything.. arghh..

Lesson as per normal.. BORING!! And im still SICK.. why is e flu and headache keep coming to me.. haix.. After sch, go do green club duty.. i was so tired and i was sweating like no one business.. ya.. and as usual i talk to plant play wif e plant sing to the plant.. do all sort of funni things to e plants.. okay.. den me & sab.. went to council rm.. den we sweep and clean e council rm.. ish so dirty and so mani ppl go council rm.. no one cares to just swept it or pick up the litter.. wad tis lo.. council rm every council goes in.. and is so hard to clean it meh.. den after cleaning, me & sab slowly scroll to esso bus stop den took bus to interchange to eat ice cream & mac.. haha.. den eat eat tok tok.. den we went hm.. ya.. and i slept till 8 plus.. and wanted to record my voice.. is jus tt i keep singing out of tune.. irrating.. haix.. haix..

Den come online after being so irratied.. and i still havent record lo.. die le la.. haix.. come online.. chit chat with royce, guan long, kelly, jerome, chuan jie, maisie.. and donno who la.. haix.. ya den go friendster see see.. go ppl blog read.. go do evaulation form 4 ltc.. den like tis n tt.. hai.. ya.. den i pass thru a blog.. and was shocked.. to read tt u were in hospital n injured.. wanted to sms.. u but.. if i do.. i noe u will think im so irrating and being so kpo.. but i feel so worried for u.. but i donno wad to do.. ahh.. and now i feeling so frausted.. haix... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Happi or Sad??

2005-07-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

Shld i be happy or sad?? Haix.. im so confused..

After reading one of my fren blog, i really felt tt all tis things r happening to me. And i oso donno whether to say anot. But it like i have been keepin in my heart without anyone to know. But if i say it i may hurt some ppl. Haix.. Ok, seriously after something (which i donno wad thing) that causes a veri big changes between us. We havent been contacting 4 2 weeks havent been going out and is like u doesnt seem to care abt me anymore, and im just nobody business. And i feel so terrible sad, and i have been day dreaming the whole day long. Ytd cox im so day dreaming i was almost knock down motorcycle. I oso donno wad im day dreaming. Is like i just cross e road with other ppl and ppl was walkin fast but i slowly scroll, as morning i normally took my own sweet time to walk. Den i slowly cross e road w/o knowing ish red light. till i get back to mind and saw a motorcycle coming towards me.. den i quickly cross.. Thank God..!! haix.. is u who had changed my life.. be4 know u.. i dun think tt such me now.. is u who changed me.. seriously.. and thanks..!! be4 knowing u, im so closed not tt close to God.. i feel goin to church is so useless and boring.. but after knowin u i get to know him better and find tt goin church worship him ish such a fun thing.. and i begining to use God's words to tok to ppl who doesnt believe God.. be4 knowing u.. im totally like ah lian.. saying all sort of bad language and talkin foul but after knowing u... i learn not to say all those 4 letters words and everything.. seriously u had changed.. after u dun care abt me.. i dun even know who am i now.. cant concentrate on anything.. and i feel so lazy to do anything.. and i have been sick n sick.. from flu to headache.. hai..

YEah!! Im dyin le.. from flu.. and headache.. havin tis sickness e whole day.. im so sick.. hai.. ya.. i still got hw & recordin havent do.. tian ah.. and tmr i still got horti.. wad tis?? im goona crazy le la.. hope tmr got teacher never come can rest.. hai..

Haha.. today im totally crazzie le.. keep takin photo of myself in my fren phone.. and im acting so childish.. wad wrong wif me sia?? HELP!!

[ im sick help ]

2005-07-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

*aHhHh-sHoo*

I have been sneezin the whole day, shld say since last wk.. I have not stop sneezin lo.. Why?? Which ku ku bird scolding me?? Or someone misshin me?? *ahem* haha.. Ok today lesson is still boring.. y so bored lo.. it make me sleepy.. haha.. today got choir but i cant sing, my nose was block.. and im so giddy.. going hay wire le.. haha.. jus finish hw.. goin slp soon.. tmr got so many things to do.. which i donno wad.. die i havent record my voice.. oh no..!! jia let.. help help..!!

*misshin u*

Guess who?? Can be u u & u?? haha u will never noe.. ONLY GOD & ME knows.. ar haha...

<3 sotong..!! =)

* I ONCE was LOST But Now Am FOUND *

2005-07-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

Cant wait for the Festival of Praise.. im gonna havoco there.. haha!! cant wait.. anyone interested..??

Haha.. Guess what?? Ytd was YOUTH Sunday.. and my church youth was havco-ing after service.. Its the most cool service i ever had.. ish so rock and roll.. and i lurve the song "With all i am" Is so nice.. oohh.. Im loving it.. haha!!

Today im so blur blur blur haha like sotong.. my favourite animal.. sotong haha.. actually playin bball wif kel they all but went wrong court ended up in sch.. and day dream.. haha.. ya.. today so bored nth to do.. den lesson boring sia.. i almost fall asleep in english lesson most fun literature.. haha.. hope every lesson will be like lit..

Today i have been day dreamin but cant rmb i dream wad haha.. ya thinkin of u... erm maybe haha.. but u won feel it as u oso nvr think of me.. hee..

Oops till now i havent do hw & record my song.. die le la.. tmr must wake up early.. and record or else i die.. haha.. yea yea yea.. misshin u misshin me loving u lovin me haha.. yea yea yea..!!

++ Cr0ss Country ++

2005-07-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Im once back again.. Nowdays ish so busy tt i cant even have e time to cum online & blog.. haha so shall sumarise wad i do.. haha.. Yea.. ytd got choir den after choir rush hm and change den do sch again for sch function so tired sia.. till night 11 plus den reach hm.. bath le den slp liao.. cox im so tired..

Till today mornign 6 plus wen to meet Sabrina den we go to pasir ris park carpark A.. and both of us was so piss off loh.. kana pai seh but so many ppl loh.. wad tis loh.. we waited for em den wass late cox of em.. hai nvm.. ya.. den i was down 4 prize table which till e end got smth to do.. haha.. so slack & slack till e end.. haha..

Im so HAPPI.. Keat Hui get in top 15.. Hamizan & Chung Lim get in team prize.. haha.. e rest cant rmb le haha.. den after cross country went tm to eat den jalan den went hm.. den slp & slp.. till 6 plus.. while slpin moi cousins n uncle n aunty cum.. but im so tired tt i cant get up from my slp even my cousin come disturb me.. cox im so tired.. haha den slp.. den wake up.. watch tv.. eat.. den i sneak out of my hse n go ws to eat ice cream n buy batt.. so lonely lo.. go there.. ya den eat le buy le went hm.. den on my way hm i cycle to pasir ris park.. cox e beach ish so coolin.. den cycle pass e beach.. listen music.. den went hm.. bath.. come online.. tok to my dino pig haha.. [relax].. and my ah kor aka daddy oops.. no no not daddy haha.. [relax too].. haha..

guess i shall go do hw le since so bored online..

tmr ish youth sunday~ haha Pentecost MC youth is going havoc tmr durin service.. and u will see e blacks youth cox we wearin ym tee.. but i lost mine.. hai.. haha. =).. Jesus u r e saviour of my soul..

haha misshin u.. iloveu..!!

=+= Im so sad =+=

2005-07-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

Nowdays.. i realise smth.. Im a PIG PIG PIG.. haha.. i ytd slp from 7pm plus to e next day.. i donno why nowdays am so tired.. hai.. no one to play with me.. sotong.. hai..

lesson as usual quite boring.. donno why.. ya den got alot of things to do.. den everyday overslept donno why.. hai.. life is gettin more n more boring without u..

veri sad.. i guess i say smth wrong today.. which i feel horrible after saying sorry guys..

Im veri sad.. my mum has admitted to hospital now.. and i cant go.. have to take care of bro.. i feel so worried n sad.. n donno wad to do.. my mum have to suffer all those pain.. and i feel so bad.. i really feel like crying.. can any one console me.. just now call my mum.. n she say she veri pain after hearin i feel so heart pain..

God pls take good care of my mum and she be okay.. and she will not suffer from everything.. and i promise to take good care of her n don make her angry anymore.. =(

+* lonely gurl *+

2005-07-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

Today ish SUNDAY as usual i went to church but tis week i went to Winnie & Mavis e both sistax ('s) church..!! Haha as their church got YOUTH event.. [game+food] ar haha..!! So I went to meet winnie at interchange den took mrt to kallang.. wif chuan jie, benjamin, kaileng & pearly.. den went to winnie's church service.. okay its quite fun.. although i donno chinese tt well.. but is fun overall haha.. esp e drama by mavis SHE.. wooh and i noe who she like.. haha.. fun..!! lolx.. den got games.. den eat dinner.. haha wow ish like 3G & 3I gathering.. =) We are one happy family.. with maisie & jerome.. =)

Ya den after tt went bugis to walk.. i was totally no mood donno why.. haix.. Sorry guys if i really attitude to u all.. but i jus no mood.. sorry..!! and really nth wrong with me .. i jus no mood suddenly.. sorry..!! den went hm.. i walk hm from mrt station to my hse.. go play playground swing.. den sing hillsongs.. haix.. i almost cried as i feelin veri lonely.. haix.. i wonder y no good things happen to me instead all bad things happen to me.. haix..

It seems like i helpin other wad they want.. then who can help me.. nobody really understand how i feel at times.. there's no one who i really can tok too.. i really feel like cryin out now.. now den i noe i really a lonely girl.. with my present or not.. makes no difference to anyone.. i can stand there alone for 1/2 hrs or so and yet no one can like console me or anything.. and instead laughin there.. im just aloner.. tt no one cares.. i really hope someone who like can tok to me or smth.. normally i joke n laugh wif u all.. but actually im not happi at all.. i got so many troubles who will willin to listen to me.. no body.. everyone got their own gf or bf.. den who can i tok to .. to myself.. to e wall.. to e soft toys.. to who.. hai.. Im just nobody to nobody.. tt's all i know.. haix.. =(

2005-07-02T11:04:00.000+08:00

("v") depress princess..!! ish back..

Somthing ish wrong with me nowdays.. I cant really can eat alot nowdays normally i bowl noodles i can eat finish but now cant.. WHY??.. im i sick.. hai.. ytd i slept 4 10hrs.. can u believe it?? i from 7plus slp until today 8plus.. Why am so tired ar?? haix.. Tian Ah..!! Haha..

Ytd was youth day celebration but i cant see e performance by teacher cox got petrol ar.. so wasted haix.. den ytd choir is like until so late.. haix.. den i missed e PLUG IN POWER concert for e 40 days fast.. at expo.. haix.. sad.. i guess i too sad tt's y i slp n slp.. haha..

Today.. went to market with my mum.. as usual i cant finish wad i buy.. i feel so waste of money.. donno.. how come like tis.. and my weight ish like 42kg onli.. im totally underweight u see.. hai.. den went market buy vegetables & meats & fruits for dinner.. ish so heavy.. but cant let my mum carry cox she say so i no choice have to carry and without complain.. cox tt's wad a daughter shld do.. u see.. haha.. ya.. and my leg ish so pain cox ytd run 2 rounds around sch.. hai.. =(

must rush to finish all hw and council stuff so can slp more.. and rest more.. hee.. sound like a pig huh.. haha.. but tt's wad im.. yea!!

Blessed the name of the LORD..!!

mucakx

2005-06-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

("v") depress princess..!!

Hai.. things doesnt seem well to me nowdays.. hai.. why why??

today have lesson as usual and woke up late as usual.. donno y nowdays i slp like a pig.. no matter wad rings or ppl wake me i cant wake up.. unless e person shake me.. maybe too fan le.. too much troubles in my mind.. haix..

today ish such a tiring day lo.. dun noe which batch of ppl who do such wu liao de business got make ppl bags dirty for nth.. u in sch do such things & get urselves into troubles.. why not study hard.. do such stupid things got wad use lo.. do such things onli will get urself into troubles.. and God will punish u too.. as God will punish those who do evil things.. =)

Hai i totally lost my wei kou of eating le.. donno why.. usually recess i sure eat at least a bowl of noodles or rice.. but today.. i cant even eat finish a 70cent chicken.. and after sch i didnt eat lunch except one harshbrown.. wad wrong with me.. and yet i feel like vomit and havin stomach pain.. haix.. wad happen to me.. oh no~

so tired.. after sch got meeting with PR, EPS & PA tec cum i got detention duty [1st & 2nd shift] lor.. haha its help other council do de.. council must unite as one and help one another.. so i must set good example.. ar haha.. ya den i ended up 4plus go hm.. reach hm at 5plus.. den slp till 7.. den watch tv & slp at same time donno how i do it.. haha.. den wake up by my aunt den eat.. den do hw den cum online.. haha...

Im so tired nowdays.. hai.. and life so boring..

Tmr got choir got youth day celebrations.. haha can wear shirt no need wear uniform cool.. hee.. =)

Love in any language stright from my heart.. ("v")

God ish so so awesome..!!

2005-06-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

Thanks sotong.. 4 e guide abt GOd..!! Ya i really in need of it now.. hee.. =)

Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, "Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths." The phrase "He shall direct your paths" can be translated more literally as "He will make your paths straight." To understand what that means, we need to look at the surrounding verses. The context (vv.1-10) describes what God will do for the person who trusts Him and follows His principles for living. Verses 5 and 6 promise that if we are living in dependence on the Lord, He will make sure that we keep on course and receive His approval.
In Psalm 5:8, David prayed, "Lead me, O LORD, in Your righteousness because of my enemies; make Your way straight before my face." David knew that God was able to show him what to do.
King David realized the value of trusting God when he wrote, "The LORD is my shepherd" (Ps. 23:1). Like a sheep whose life and safety depend on the shepherd, David saw that his life was in God's hands. David knew that as he followed like a sheep, the Lord would lead like a shepherd.
. Proverbs 1:7 reads, "The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction." Psalm 25:9 says, "The humble He guides in justice, and the humble He teaches His way." The person who is willing to be taught will learn to please God with all decisions.

tish verses ish so useful.. in my life now.. hopefully everything goes right as time passes.. hai.. =(

pr i nc e ss ish so TiReD.. really tired..!! =0

2005-06-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

Feelin life has been so bored.. and it really really tired.. and im really tired of it.. haix..

today e 2nd day of sch.. and i reach hm around 9 plus.. yup.. today got choir practise.. is like.. actually i dun feel like singing at all as in im so tired.. till i dun have energy to stand anymore.. and i feel like sleeping.. but in e end i get over it.. and at least i sing but some part out of tune sorry.. cause im not really sure of it.. hai.. den choir ends at 6.45pm.. den went to tm to meet Guan Long & Penny.. as they wan to buy present for someone.. ya.. den i oso donno i go there 4 wad.. haha.. see em.. haha.. help em choose present & ended up bringin e present hm.. haha.. ya den we brought 2 cute soft toys.. one tigger & ee-yore.. haha so cute.. even my mum's like it.. haha... ya.. den we went mac to see gl eat.. while me & penny sit there.. see him eat.. den keep suanin him so fun.. ok den go ws.. photocopy things.. den they went hm.. den i walk hm.. save bus fare & can exercise and so fun haha.. i went to play swing at e playground.. cox im so bored.. den just play lo.. ya.. den think think.. den like tt loh.. haha den went hm bath eat watch tv den come online..

sleepin soon ba.. after finish my hw pack my bag.. haix.. haix.. start savin money.. tt's all i can do.. for now.. and hopefully nth goes wrong.. hai.. sorry if i flare any temper to anyone cox i veri veri fan now.. hai.. so sorry if i did it to u all.. i really dun mean it.. sorry!!

p r i n c e s s ish so s a d..!!

2005-06-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

Today ish the first day of school.. and as usual i have to do my council duty.. haha.. tis whole wk my morning duty ish do with Andre wang @ 1st level new block.. haha.. den recess do.. eh level 3 new block.. alone lo.. so bored.. =) haha.. okay la.. today lesson okay la.. but towards e end of e day i feel like sleepin.. haha..

After sch went to tampines mart de mac eat 4 lunch with georgiana & sabrina den went back to sch for council meeting.. actually today assemmbly.. is like ok i donno how to say is like not fair.. how can they let a non councillor to be able to take e president placin or vice.. den wad's e use of councillor who serve sch 4 many yrs and yet we cannot.. although we have e chance but ish small.. hai.. ok den today meeting we learn how to say announcment.. haha in public so scary.. ya den after tt is around 5plus.. den went to see mdm koh about my results.. hai.. ok i admit i didnt study hard for my mid yr.. but i really dun wish to quit council.. how?? how?? how?? who can teach me eng, lit, geo and ss.. hai.. help..!! stress man..!!

den went hm.. feelin so fan donno wad to do.. actually i intend to ask my parents to let me go tutition but hai.. it seems like my hm goin to have fanicial problem soon.. and is like 9 months later.. my parents will have to use up lots of money.. in between 9 mths money are needed.. but it not confirm yet.. if like really going to happen.. den left my dad workin and sure there's not enough money for my family.. as my family fanical is not tt good either.. haix.. is like ok i donno wad to do.. i feel like so heart pain if really such thing going to happen.. and my parents will under lots of stress.. and me too.. and i guess from now i shall start to save money.. or even work to earn money for my baby.. haha.. hai.. fan fan.. wad shall i do?? it like my parents ish fan over it.. and yet we cant do anything to help em..

God please give me strength to carry on.. i donno how to coope with my sch & hm thing.. hai.. God please guide my family thru.. and everything will goes rite.. in jesus name we pray.. amen..

Hai.. really hope there's someone whom can talk to me.. and care for me and tok to me abt christian stuff cause after hearin it i'll feel much better.. hai but its hard to find.. hai.. really misshin u.. but there's no response from u since ytd.. eh.. something bad happen to u.. reply me can?? pls thank..=)

Hai.. hope everything will go thru smoothly.. =) hai..

And today i hurt my leg too.. hai kana cut by a plant thorns.. so pain haix.. =(

mucakx..

2005-06-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

Wooh~ its such a tiring & lonely day.. haix.. days are so lonely without u.. *sob*..

Today ish sunday.. went out of my hse around 10.45am.. den went to meet Natasha.. den we went to cut hair.. haha.. e $10 thingy.. they anyhow cut de loh.. aiyoyo..!! Nvm loh.. cut le den cant help.. haha but dun laugh wen u all see me.. =) ya den we eat long john den went back to church for serene den worship.. haha.. today i learn a new song ish so nice.. by planet shakers [Here I am].. whoever got e song send me kkx?? haix.. i must start saving i want to buy planet shakers & hillsongs cd.. haha after worship went hm rest for awhile den go back church for piano lesson.. den after that eat.. den come hm to rush hw.. oh no i still got lit.. but my eyes ish so pain.. cannot tahan tmr go sch copy le.. =)

Hai.. finally finish council duty list.. haix.. now still got hw haven finish and ish going to be 12pm.. haix why sch start so early.. sian loh.. =(

Missin u!!

Sad to know.. )):

2005-06-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

Haix.. after 5 hrs i finally had done by creative writing.. toopid creative writing.. must hand in by tmr.. wow wad a nice holiday still need to do tis.. haha i wrote more den 600 words die le lla.. haix.. dun care haha.. its seems DUNMANITES ish so hardworkin.. till 12plus now.. still got ppl doing e creative writing.. haha.. Dunman rox..!!

So tired~ And sleepy~ haha i shall slp late.. den e dino pig oso had to slp late.. muhahaha am so bad today.. only for today.. haha..

Haix.. sad to know tt i wrote testi for u and u dun accept it.. and u online last den 1/2hr u gone.. and i havent say bb to u lo.. how can u like tt.. haix.. make me sad sia.. haix.. haix.. it take effort to write testi de loh.. hai hai hai.. ok im veri sad.. haix.. why why why?? haix.. --sotong

2 more days school reopen ((:

2005-06-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

+ countdown 2 more days to school reopen +

HAix.. tis holiday i have no fun de leh..

Most fun ish CAMPs, going out with sotong, going out with sabrina & georgiang, going out with maisie, jerome, winnie, ben ben.. they all.. go out with guan long, weifeng, weilong.. and others e whole gang, going out with mavis, raj.. they all.. lolx..

Guess tish holiday ish e most bored de.. haix.. and the most fan holiday and the most times i day dreamin haha..

Misses u all so much~ Misses u~ Misses u and Misses u..!!

Haix.. im so cold now.. *frezzein*

Initial D so nice!! ((:

2005-06-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

Haha.. i feel like a pig nowdays.. keep sleepin and sleepin but at night i feel so HIGH.. haha.. den im confirm e last one to sleep in my hse.. haha.. =) Pig so cute..!! lolx..

Today ish Friday and countdown 3 more days school reopen.. Tian ah~ my hw still got eng creative writing, literature & emaths hw i havent done haha.. but im still in holiday mood.. i just started to feel like havin holiday and holiday gonna end.. haha so funni.. okay today early mornin wake up and went for rem.. den 1 plus wen home slp & slp till 2 plus den bath changed.. den went to meet my fren at small mac.. i tout onli 3 -4 ppl but ish 9 ppl wow..

All late comers de loh.. i wait from 3 to 3.30 loh.. haha den got.. Me, Wei Feng, Wei Long, Guan Long [PIG], Kelvin, Sammuel, Freddy, Jackson and 2 more guys.. haha.. ya we 10 person wen to watch initial D.. lolx.. ish at 6.45pm.. and we still got 2hrs so go and shop for present for Vivan.. ya den ish so fuunn lo.. im surrounded by guys.. but i found tt e guys are so nice, caring and friendly haha.. go out with em no worries one.. haha.. ya den walk eaat den times up.. den went in to watch haha.. anyway my ticket ish guanlong paid de haha thanks man.. haha.. ya den e show ish so cool lo.. especially e JAY.. i found jay look more cool den edison but edison ish handsome.. oh no i love jay he so cute & cool.. oh no especially wen he ddrive.. haha cant wait 4 part 2.. hey pig better watch with me hor haha.. den after watchin the rest go vivan party while i go hm cox i veri tired.. hee.. feel like sleepin.. den on bus so bored lo.. den listen to tong hua.. den sms ppl.. haha.. kuku sotong.. haix.. nvr watch with us watch wif her & family.. haix.. tout u will watch wif us.. haix.. sad sad.. miz with ur fren more ba.. haha.. kkx?? Frens are as important as gf too..!! hee.. yea double okay..?? And sotong u r so cute & chubby haha...

ok im so tired now shall end here.. guess tmr not goin sentosa with my fren le.. i cant effort to lose energy under e sun.. guess i better finish my hw den go shop shop.. i wan to cut hair.. haha..

Miss me?? Yea u do.. haha!!

Haix... =(

2005-06-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

Day by day past.. and day by day feelin so lonely at times.. and day by day feelin so sad.. who can understand how i feel?? haix.. im just a LONELY GURL.. haha.. but being lonely ish quite cool but just den will start to anyhow think and think.. haix.. in order for me not to anyhow think.. i try to make myself busy with lots n lots of things so i wont disturb ppl.. and e person wont feel im so annoying n irrating.. but i sometimes just cant control just wan to sms or call u but haix.. i think u'll feel im so irrating.. so i have to force myself to stop.. haix.. ok no one will understand it.. haix..

Today got choir as usual.. in e morning.. den i didnt sing.. i sit at e back cause my stomach cramp.. den choir end at 12.45pm.. or so.. den went to uncle louis to eat.. den went hm change eat again cause my mum cook.. den went to tm to study with maisie cause she wanted to do hw.. den later winnie & kelly join us.. den lata.. i wan to buy food for my mum.. den my dad accompany me eat.. den buy food for my sis.. den go hm.. bath.. den watch tv & play com..

Haix.. it seems im just nth to u.. and i guess u care more to my fren den i do.. haix.. just feelin so disappointed and sad.. and donno wad to do.. haix.. e most i can do is to sit aside and day dream.. sleep.. eat.. stare at e com.. missing u.. doin nth.. haix.. wen will i ever see u again..?? haix.. sch startin n guess it hard to see u again and i guess u wont wan to see me either.. haix.. I shall get back to my old self.. and .. hai..

Bored --

2005-06-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

Its such a scary moment like 5 mins ago. And i was so scared till my stomach cramp very pain lo. My father was trying to feed my baby rabbit. But e mother rabbit like so refuse to like e baby drink. Den she keep runnin away. Den as usual i scared of it so i dun dare to do anything. Den e rabbit bite my father den my father was so angry and he hit e rabbit. And ish veri angry donno why. Guess now i noe why parents are so important to e child. Guess my father was so annoy and angry cause my grandparents just went back malaysia. and i think he cant apart from his parents. if for me.. i'll cry day n night.. parents is my shield and my love ones.. i wont apart from em and from now on.. i'll try my best not to make em angry neither spent so much.. and lurve em with all my hearts..

Today donno why.. i have stomach cramp e whole day.. and didnt really do much things today.. summarise wad i do haha..

Morning went market with my grandparents & mum.. but donno why i just order a plate of bee hoon and yet i eat less den half of it.. cannot eat le and my stomach ish pain till i cannot tahan lo.. den i slowly scroll hm with em after eating.. and i guess my tt thing come.. and i guess rite haix.. ya.. den didnt go for sectional.. cox veri pain.. den georgiana & sabrina wanted to go bugis so went with em but after 2hrs or so.. we decided to go hm.. cox i pain till cannot walk.. so come back.. bath sleep.. till 7pm plus.. time passes so fast.. my grandparents going back le.. ok.. it gonna be long i will see em once again.. and really misses em.. haix..

Ok they now on e way back le.. and i veri long will see em again.. why my lurve ones leaving me.. even near to me yet so far far away from me haix.. i fell so empty and lonely without ur accomapany.. hai.. it seem im nth to u but u r smth to me.. and why why why?? life ish so bored haix.. no matter wad i will be ur guardian angel guarding u..

Misses u.. =)

Misses u lots.. =)

Misses u lots & lots & lots.. =)

Ar hahahaha.. haix bored sian haix..

Misshin ppl

2005-06-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho Ho Ho Ho Ho Ho~ Its so fun ytd.. haha.. ytd went to airport and study with Raj our MR AWESOME in 2005 LTC & Mavis our MS ELEMENT lady & Eirene & Edwin in GA DEPARTMENT & Ben & Maisie in ELEMENTS DEPARTMENT.. oops im e extra one in QQMM.. *sad* haha.. ya have lots of fun crapping studying eating haha.. so cool.. ya study till 8pm plus den wen home.. took 53 wif ben ben.. haha so fast reach le.. den i took 17 hm wif sotong who is so tired like.. dyin haha but i can understand ya.. den ben ben have to cross e bridge to take bus hm.. haha.. at e time i so sick keep sneezin guess someone missing me.. lolx.. sotong?? pig?? haha..

den today whole day got stomach cramp.. so sick.. haix.. veri pain loh.. i kana tahan le la.. haix.. and im so bored and lonely and keep staring into blank space.. at least got ppl msg me or else i'll bored to death.. haix.. pain pain pain..

today grandparents going back to malaysia le.. haix.. sad.. will miss em lots.. cox is like veri long den can see em away as we stay different country.. haix.. and im so sorry cox they come durin holiday and yet i cant really pei em.. as i got lots of sch stuff to do.. sorry sorry.. nan nan & ye ye.. miss u all..

Misses all my frenx lots..

And sotong...

And pig..

And my cousins who go for camps..

Miss yea..

Oh ya and misses MAVIS & RAJ.. haha..!!

2005-06-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

Wooh~ it seems quite long since i last blog my blogger..

Firstly, i misses sotong & my sistax so much.. haix.. wonder wad r they doing?? are they alright?? hey msg me wen u all free kkx??

Secondly, i veri tired nowdays donno why.. haixx.. i sleep eat go sch eat sleep..

Thirdly, today got sectional tmr got choir so tired..

Forthly, haha ITE simei frenx got sch today.. haha

Fifthly, GUan Long ish a Pig ah hahaha.. lolx...

Lastly, im gonna to slp my eyes cant open any longer haha.. nite..

argh...

2005-06-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

What this lo?? haix..

Ask u online.. yet u never online & nvr even tell me.. make me wait here like wad sia..

Call u.. u dun tok instead guess u sleeping..

Haix wad this lo??

PPl gets angry too lo...

And seriously im so tired lo..

But jux to wait for u online lo.. wad tis lo..

haix.. u jux dun care abt ppl feelin de lo

Argh Argh Argh i can hit my head to e wall le la.. haix...

Tong Hua~

2005-06-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

("v") Wo Yuan Bian Chen Tong Hua Li.. Ni ai de na ge Tian Shi..

Im totally CrAzIe over tis song now.. __[[Tong Hua]]__ ish like e more u listen & focus e lyrics.. u will get e meaning of it.. and ish like so gan dong.. maybe i veri emotive tt's why got such feelings.. but the words.. really Oh My.. ish so touching & sad.. I one day can listen to e song erm.. hmm.. 4-5 times or more.. haha.. Tong Hua li gu shi tou shi bian ren de..

Haha.. okay.. today got choir practices at 2pm in sch.. den went tm walk walk 1st cox nth better to do den went to tampines CPF de KFC eat for lunch with Winnie, Tsui San, Yanni, Siang Ling & Maisie.. haha.. we all ate e donno wad meal.. forget e name.. cost $8++.. cox ish meant 4 couples to eat.. haha.. but dun worry u r not couples.. but close frenx.. haha.. ya.. eat le den go for choir.. haha.. almost all instructors & campers who go LTC were sick & have sore throat cox in LTC we shout here & there.. but no choice i have to sing.. cox like alot of ppl not singing le.. TOday quite relaxing cox our conductor Mr Toh.. got something on.. so we learnt by e help of sectional leaders.. and we had to learn a new song today.. and ish so hard.. but with e help of ELroy they all we able to learn it more faster cox they noe how it goes.. but sl not sure.. so cannot blame em.. cox ish so hard.. and i noe all sl try their best to teach le.. Good Job sl.. but sadded we never learn finish e whole song.. so have to cum back on mon jux to learn finish.. ar haha..

Den after choir went to 4th level wif maisie to take her hw from her class.. haha e way she climb in & out of her class window to get her stuff ish so funny.. as e hole so small but she still can get in.. den wait for jerome den wen out from main gate den jerome & maisie go hm together *ahem* haha nth la.. den me go hm lo.. but dun feel like go hm & my disc man no batt so went to central buy batt and fries eat.. haix.. im so lonely.. haix.. no wonder nowdays ppl have bf/gf at least they bored or lonely.. have someone accomapany.. haix.. its ok.. i have my soft toys & disc man to pei me.. hee.. haha.. ok im so childish.. lolx..

Haix.. sotong ar sotong ar where u?? veri long sia go out till so late.. haix.. im bored in here.. knock knock someone pls entertain me.. haha..

("v") Zhang Kai Shuai Shou Bian Chen Zhi Pan Shou Hou Ni..

I'll be ur guardian Angel.. guard u day & nite.. and 4eva.. no matter wad happen..!!

Its so Awesome

2005-06-16T11:32:00.000+08:00

Yahoo~ 3 days 2 night de LTC camp has finally ended and it is such a nice but tiring camp.. haha and i donno tt being a Instructors is not tt fun after all.. but being instructor have lots of respect from e rest.. =) LTC has over and i have time to sleep more & rest.. wooh~ but holiday is ending in 1 week time.. haix.. wad a nice holiday i ever had.. no free days for me.. *sad*

Tish year ish the 12th Leadership Training Camp.. and guess wad?? QM cum Logistics department rocks man.. hee.. and e most need to scriface sleep as well as energy.. but tish department ish e smallest department.. haha.. only consist of 5 ppl.. they all (biggest authority) Xinni den Pauline den e 3 sub-coms Me, Fadilah & JUn Liang..

TIsh yr LTC ish not tt tough den my batch have.. ish like wadever u do wrong will have to Knock it down! Knock It Down!! [in another words is push ups] Seriously lo.. we keep doing more than 100 lo.. but tish yr is like for PT do 10 times or so.. den punishment 20 or so.. den lastly our traditional after camp 11 times only.. is less den 100 lo.. and they keep saying pain & pain..

1st day of camp [i''ll shall summarise it]
We the INSTRUCTORs have to report at 6.30am.. (if i nvr rmb wrongly).. den briefing den get ready for all the stuff and everything.. till 7am ++ campers to gathered and briefing.. while we load all equipments & everything into the bus.. till 8am ++ everyone board the bus.. and off we go to e MOE camp site.. e journey ish like 1/2 or more.. den in bus we cheer and make lots of noisy.. den mavis keep squeeze me.. haha but ish so fun.. wen we reach we unloaded everything.. and get ready for e camp.. den e campers have their games food and everything.. den one thing i rmb clearly ish i have to belay Zerlina.. although Zerlina is big size den me.. but i wan to belay her.. cox i wan her to overcome her fear.. and she take care of me haha cox if she fall i sure will fly up haha.. so she try not to fall.. but i noe she up there veri scared cox e whole rope is virbrate.. but i put in lots of energy make sure she wont fall.. haha eventutally she overcome it.. Zerlina I love u man.. !!

2nd day of camp
As usually have elements (high & low) but i feel so sick.. lack of sleep.. cox my head to hurt.. so i never do high elements instead i sleep.. haha.. ya.. den at nite ish Camp fire.. ish so fun & cool.. haha.. ya.. have lots of fun man.. although some bads things happen.. but can say ish succesful.. and i oso learn a games..

Where's my peanut?? Where's my peanut?? Where's my peanut one day?? Where's my peanut?? Where's my peanut?? Where's my peanut one day??

In my stomach In my stomach In my stomach one day In my stomach In my stomach In my stomach one day..

In the digestion In the disgestion In the disgestion one day In the disgestion In the disgestion In the disgestion one day..

And it goes on and on till nth to say the grps lose...

It so fun lo.. =)

3rd of camp
Last day le yahoo~.. haha.. ya clean up den off to origteering.. can say my grp quite slack la.. shh.. haha.. ok.. den everything ended take instructor grp photo.. den went to mac to eat.. that's e traditional every year.. haha.. and we tok eat gossip.. den went hm around 11++ pm.. haha

Overall ish so

AwesomeAwesomeAwesomeAwesomeAwesome

2005-06-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

Today was in sch e whole day.. since 10am i was in DMN till 5pm plus.. cum waiting for e sotong.. who everytime paiseh ppl lor.. i angry den u noe lor.. not first time le lo.. if cant make it at least respond by replying me rite.. I may tout u have accident or wad den how.. jux say u can make it or wad.. is it so diffcult ma.. at least i wont so worried rite.. haix.. can considerate ma.. and dmn is so quiet and scary lo.. haix

I so angry lor.. and i intend not to care abt u anymore lor.. but since u say i never recieve my msg till 6plus which is 2hr later.. haix.. and now.. haix.. cox of a stupid thing.. make me angry.. haix.. argh argh argh...

guess i wont online for e next five days anymore.. cox got ltc.. so if wan to chat den chat now.. or else no chance.. haix.. 4eva im e one pai seh by ppl.. haix.. heartbreak

sorry kaileng and rest.. i was held up in sch so cannot go out wif u.. sorri really sorri.. anyway happy bday mei.. ytd was her bday.. 15 le.. haha =)